Hi girls! Beautiful day here! I hope everyone's ok.
Luku, your posts always make me smile 
Cupcake and Ducky, sorry to hear about your DH's being rubbish! Heavy drinking scares me, too.
My sister's (horrendous) bloke drinks loads. I think he's a bit better than he used to be but when I first stayed at theirs when they'd just had their first baby together he got so pissed he fell down the stairs! I think he's a total cretin. She's got bipolar so he's classed as her carer because they live together and he spends all their benefits on booze and weed. My mum was really worried because my sis told her they had no money for food so she bought loads of food for them and took it over on 2 buses (she's 63 and has arthritis) and when she got there there was a massive stack of beers on the side!! I feel so bad for their 2 kids growing up in that situation.
Ducky, it must be so worrying for you after what happened with your DD 
I know it's really hard, but do you think if you tried to avoid reading negative/scary stuff it might help? Work will definitely take your mind off it. It's crazy to think how much stress we're all putting on ourselves ttc, and it's only the beginning!
I took two pg tests yesterday, both BPN although it's still v early. Right boob still hurting though and both boobs have grown a cup size in 2 days!!! 
Feel really guilty though because I went out last night and got REALLY drunk (I haven't done that since January!) My friend broke up with her (not-so-)DP so came to stay and I took her out to cheer her up but got a bit carried away.
Now really worried that if I am pg I've done some awful damage also incredibly hungover. Eurgh.