Jump on board for some Summer lovin'!! The JUNE bus is waiting in the station and awaiting its passengers!

[EnglishGirlAbroad]

Roll up! Roll up! The Penis Dragon bus is now accepting passengers for June. Bring your positivity, opks, pom poms and any other paraphernalia and get ready for a BFP-fest!!

Fingers and toes crossed MrsBee

I've not had a positive opk yet so who knows when AF or BFP is due it's 32 days since my mc and the epu nurses said class day 1 of bleed cd1. We go on holiday to Spain next Tuesday for 10 days so AF best not arrive then as she will be most unwelcome.

My cycles pre mc were 41 days long so I presume my cycles will be the same but who knows

I can definitely see a faint line MrsBeeBeeBee! Fx it is confirmed in the morning.

I can see a line! The cheapies never get very dark anyway. Look forward to the morning FRER pic It's looking good chick!!

The uncertainty is one of the worst parts [Wine] Not knowing what was happening, but desperate to get pregnant again, is not something I would wish on anyone. Keep OPKing and DTD - hopefully Spain will be a lucky destination as well as Thailand!!

Why did I do [Wine] ?? I meant Wine

I can see a smudge mrs! Oooh exciting!

MrsB I defo see a line

Yey MrsB! Really hope it gets darker and darker for you.

Ladies, sorry, I've been riding but haven't posted for a while as I've had a bit of a turbulent week since getting my bfp.

Following a visit to the gp I had scan at the epu only because of the previous mc. Well i ended up with a pul - pregnancy of unknown location. They couldn't see anything in my womb even though I was said to be 6+4. However once I explained to them that I have 43 day cycles they re dated me back to 4 weeks which would likely be too early to see anything on a scan anyway.

The turbulent bit has come when they said there were 3 outcomes of a pul- miscarriage, too early to be seen on scan or ectopic. They then ran through a bunch of symptoms for the ectopic to which I said yes to all (pain in shoulder, sharp pain in abdomen, dizziness) and I started to freak out.

I had bloods takes and will have more done tomorrow so they can track the hcg hormone (should double in 48hrs, if it falls it's mc, if it plateaus it's ectopic) and do another scan.

Needless to say today, the pain in my shoulder has gone-I was moving boxes at the weekend and might have strained something and I poas having not for a week and the line was darker than the control line so I'm feeling much better about it now.

Anyway I'll keep you updated with the blood results, sorry for the long post.

What a nightmare misst - you must be freaking out especially after your mmc (((hug))) Will the results tomorrow hopefully rule out ectopic? I hope it does and your little bean just implanted only recently and is just burrowing and growing still

Thanks ladies. Will keep you updated.

tiggi keeping everything crossed for good bloods results.Sorry it's been such a rollercoaster.

kitty and wine really hoping it's both of your months!

I agree MrsBee!!! Definitely a line! :)

Kitty, i got through it... Was only in half day though as had ppa this afternoon. I'm tired and definitely time for wine! Feel swamped by the work load but glad I am trying to restore normality.

Misst, sounds horrific :( I hope things look up for you from now. If you may only be 4 weeks like you say that could explain it. I hope all goes well for you x

Congrats mrs bee I see a line!

I'm due AF Friday but I'll join in the poas party!

Thought AF had arrived today but hop nothing. Same again tonight but upon inspection, my cm contained dark fibres. My vajayjays been eating my PJs & spat it out. Least it wasn't AF!

X

I think I can see a line!
chandlers I've never had regular cycles. I'd occasionally have 2/3 30 ish day cycles in a row but they generally ranged between 6 weeks and 6 months between them...been getting worse for last few years but been like it since I was 15.
Fx for you though! Sounds hopeful

Treacle Can I suggest something that I do every morning before school? I get a post it note and write a short list of 3-5 things that have to be done that day. It gets stuck on my screen. I cross them off during the day and go home not feeling guilty for the other stuff that needs to be done. They can be on a list another day.
Teaching is all consuming but this is my little way of managing

Beebeebee you naughty pixie???super excited for you! don't keep us waiting long in the morning pls

miss I'm so sorry you've been through the ringer the last while. I've everything crossed for the best outcome for your little hopefully 4 week bean.

That sounds a really good idea kitty, i will try it tomorrow :)
It's a busy time of year with home visits and inductions as well as reports and final assessments but I keep thinking only 6 and a half weeks until summer holiday ;)

Misstigi, sorry to hear you've been having a roller coaster ride, keeping fingers crossed for you that little bean is in the right place and all progresses well

Bee....ooh how exciting, have you poas yet this morning?

Misstiggi I hope everything is ok, what a worrying time for you.

Missbee have you tested this morning, good luck.

Eeeeeeeek, I have! Even pulled out the big guns.

I'm going to stick around, hope that's ok. Want to see lots more BFPs from you lovely ladies xx

Congratulations mrs bee

Oh wow, massive congratulations MrsBeeBeeBee.

Hope you get better news on your next results misstiggiwinkle. I had a suspected ectopic with my eldest so I understand what you must be going through right now.

And of course for you too Treaclepie19. I have no idea what you must be feeling right now. Hopefully your time will come very soon.

Congratulations MrsBeeBeeBee!

I've decided that I'm going to be taking a back seat this bus (and maybe a good few more after that). It seems as though my cycles are messed up, the last one I thought AF had turned up on time and after 3 days of spotting it then stopped. 10 days later I had proper AF turn up.
I seem to have the same spotting this time and I'm honestly scared there's something wrong even though it's early days.

We're moving house this month, my oh has got a new job, we're changing cars and I'll need a new contract at the end of the month - the whole lot is just too stressful to deal with and I feel pretty alone.

mrsbee congratulations!

Yay Mrs Bee!! Awesome start to the month/bus ride!!

madasacatter - I hear ya! Have you been to the doctors about it? Having done that myself this week am feeling way less confused (hopefully you're not going to get the same answer as me, but it could help).

Had my second ultrasound today, the FSH shot has grown my follicle to almost-hopping-out-into-a-tube size! Back tomorrow for the trigger injection of HCG to get it out. My endometrial lining's appaz a bit thin so got meds for that. This egg has an arsenal behind it... No pressure for the DTD sesh this weekend then..!! Ha ha. Am so excited that I'll be on my first REAL (I.e. ovulatory!) tww with you all from then onwards!! Eek!!

Congratulations MrsB!! :)

Ok, who's next?! ;)