Feel like I'm going crazy!

[MrsCouchman]

Ladies please help! After being convinced I was pregnant as my af was 8 days late, I'm not feeling so down that af has arrived! & to top it off, my friend has gone into labour & another friend has just announced she is 12weeks gone! I'm obviously happy for them but feel so deflated, keep bursting into tears & feel like I'm going crazy! I've never felt this low since ttc how do people deal with it?

Ahh it's hard isn't it! The only way I can deal with it is to look at each time I get my period as a brand new cycle, so a brand new start to ttc. Bloody difficult though I know especially when people make announcements and whilst being genuinely happy for them you also want to curl up and cry...each time it doesn't happen I also indulge in what I wouldn't be able to if I were pregnant, idea being if I fall next cycle it will be off limits for a while, so pate in toast and all round!