New Year, New Hope. Jan Bus (part3)

[EnglishGirlAbroad]

Hop on board thread 3 of the Jan bus! Wishing you all lots of luck for a bfp filled new year!!

Spinning - when is AF due?

Spinning - you have done well resisting the poas urge... Are you normally on time with these things?

Fingers crossed for you Doctor, let us know how you get on.

Hi Misstiggiwinkle, your comment made me laugh as I kept poking mine to wonder if they were sore and wondered the same!

AF due today and yes usually on time. I'm sure she's coming!

Doctor....only dtd once about 2/3 days before ov so I'm sure I'm not pregnant! Probably turn up tomorrow.

Choccy how did you get on at docs, been thinking of you today.

You never know spinning, maybe poas if she's not here by tomorrow eve? x

Spinning - once is all it takes!

Ermmmmm ......

I need to whisper something, I can't bring myself to say it out loud.....

Did an OPK at lunch time as I read somewhere that they also give you a line if you are pregnant and a line came up.... Not quite as dark as the control but nearly.... Promised myself I still wouldn't test till next week..... Lasted till this afternoon. Did a FRER with afternoon urine and ..... bFP no doubts, not faint, definitely there 10dpo....... Sat on the floor with my daughters ashes and cried (sorry if TMI). So there we are. Fx crossed my little bean sticks and we get to keep this one x

Fingers crossed Ruby.

Hi all thank you for the kind wishes.

So, I've just been to the dr, and she was absolutely lovely.

Before I even got a word out I broke down into tears and she held my hand.
I explained that I'd had 3 early mcs in 3 months and she has sent me for blood tests tomorrow morning, results hopefully back by tomorrow afternoon/early Friday.

Also said to attend scan Friday even if I'm still bleeding.

My tests are now negative, so I know the 'baby' has gone.
The bloods are (on the form)
haematology:Fbc and esr.

clotting screen.
biochemistry: u&e, lft, gamma gt, bone profile, glucose, hba,c.
Thyroid.
Cholesterol.
Immunology:crp.

Other:lupus, Ana, antiphosphohpid.
If anyone knows what they are, feel free to shed light.
She said they'll do a progesterone test at 21 days. They're going to let the bloods come back first and see if there's any problem, if not I'll be referred to a specialist.

I asked her about my uterine lining and she said that would be a talk to the specialist thing, also asked about me taking baby aspirin and she said to keep taking it.

Hope everyone else has had a better day than me. I'm so glad I have ds here to cuddle up to

Thanks Donna x

Oh choccy! I'm so sorry! I hope you get answers.

So sorry for you Choccy, pleased you had such a kind doctor

Ruby.....I'm keeping everything crossed for you.

God it is such a roller coaster on here today. Choccy, I am SO sorry for you, I cannot imagine what that feels like, I am glad you have ds, they are a blessing when things like this happen. I really hope all this serious testing sheds light onto what is going on. You can obviously carry a child through to term - you have ds to prove it. Look after yourself and keep us posted on anything else. Sending you huge mn hugs xxx

And rose in a way your post made me cry too even though it is happy bfp news and i should be shouting out congrats - I hope so much things turn out ok for you this time, you more than deserve good news after what you've been through this summer. I have my fx for you that this one turns out ok.

Ruby, sorry not rose, getting all confused with my teary eyes

Choccy I'm so so sorry, this process is so cruel. Hope the blood tests give you some answers.

Ruby, that's lovely news for you, although I expect it comes with a whole load of conflicting emotions. Wishing you all the luck in the world.

Choccy, I am so sorry x

Just marking my place - will catch up on all posts missed!

Ruby, absolutely amazing news. Your daughter will always be with you to share every moment xxx

Ruby.... thats lovely news. I'm keeping everything crossed for you that this is the happy ending you so deserve. Congratulations

Choccy, firstly i'm so sorry. I really feel for you. I'm glad you have a supportive doctor who isn't just fobbing you off. I hope the tests shed some light on things and you get to the bottom of things. Hugs xx

Choccy so so sorry to hear this!! Have been praying for you all day you poor thing. I really hope the tests shed some light on what's going on for you so it can be sorted asap and you get your sticky little one very very soon! Huge hugs to you xx

Ruby congrats to you and I hope and pray for you also that it works out for you, I'm sure it will x

I am speechless, Choccy, I really felt as if I had gone though the whole process with you this month and feel very saddend by your news. You are a very strong person and we will be with you every step of the way.

Thanks ladies x

Just got off the phone from my mum, absolutely gutted, we've just had a good cry together.

(I'm not really thinking about it too much at the moment, but if I WERE to get a sticky one next month, I would find out valentines day)

That is a lovely thought to hold onto, Choccy

Choccy you are such an amazing person, I know we don't know eachother in RL but I've been on these buses with you for.....well what feels like forever!!! and I just know that you are so strong and determined for a positive outcome and I know for a fact that you will get it! People like you never give up! And never lose hope!! Make sure to get plenty of cuddles from your wee one and DH! We are all here for you whenever you need to chat/offload/rant or whatever you want to do my love xx