Roll up, roll up, come enjoy the BESH funfair!

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Come to the BESH funfair - we have a coconut shy, apple bobbing, dodgems and much much more. The prizes? Shiny new BFPs, of course. You can only go on the rides if you're a barren 30plus-er, the entrance fee is one completed BESHtionairre.

Lol at ultracock! Winkly my gran's are legendary, they go like hot cakes here, we give the odd dozen away to folk, can never make enough really.

Snarf@ultracock. :)

Even better, ultracock has now saved itself in the dictionary of my work phone for my next auto predict mishap and potential career limiting moment I give you... ultracock!

Ultracock is awesome although my autocorrect changed it to Ultra Ick which made me chuckle too! Well done on the baking - I've made 40 shortbread biscuits today and tomorrow I'm giving viennese biscuits and salted caramel blondies a whirl. Id say just call me Nigella but I'm lacking the appropriate sniffing issues...

Wow, what domestic goddesses!

I just caved and tested. It was a faint BFP. But I've been here before and can't get excited (although my imagination is).

I kind of knew for the last few days - insomnia, exhaustion, boobs like bazookas and feeling dizzy a couple of times when I got up too quick. How wonderful it would be to be a first time instadiffer without the memories of what happened last time and the knowledge of the shit I had to go through to get here.

So no congratulations please, ladies. Just some handholding while I menkul over the coming weeks.

euro !!!!!! I know why you are feeling how you are about it, but you have to be in it to win it after all. The menkul in the first few weeks is horrid. I think when you have had a miscarriage it is impossible to get too excited until you have seen one or two good scans. I have everything crossed for you. Are you on any sort of drugs (aspirin, clexane, fanjo pills)?

Excellent news, euro :) I have everything in me crossed that it grows into a strong BFP and a good healthy scan. OTD is Thursday, yes?

Thanks ladies.

Kat I'm on aspirin and the usual post-IVF fanny bullets.

draf OTD is indeed Thursday. I am hoping for a good HCG count. It was a bit on the low side last time and the first sign that all may not be well (although things didn't actually go wrong for a while after that).

Oh euro - fingers crossed. x

Oh euro - fingers, legs, toes, eyes crossed for you, & anything else I can think of.

Everything crossed for you Euro

euro I have had a small SQUEEEEE on your behalf but then composed myself. I really really WEEEEELY hope it's your time now. As you were.

The same goes for the rest of you lovely ladies. Xx

Sly hand holding Euro.

Well, whilst we're playing it cool - I've name-changed and have just popped by to play it cool Trig.

best news from these parts in ages

Handholds from me as well, euro! Keeping everything crossed for good numbers on thurs and scans and things later on. It's so stressful after mc and cps, but a real, good pregnancy starts this way too! I am quietly very pleased and ready to expose the boobs when you feel confident which might only be in 8 weeks or so

Don't think there are any spare hands to hold so am bagging a big toe for a hearty squeeze Euro

Oh euro I am silently squeeing a tiny bit hoping and praying for a super sticky one! Will be around to offer a hand to hold.

I'll take the other toe. Everything crossed, silently and firmly willing your embie on

I'm touched, hags.

Everything crossed for you, euro! Sending the stickies of sticky thoughts and keeping the pompoms close by for when you feel ready stifles a squeeeeee

Oh euro ... hutch over and let me share a toe folks... silent willing and non celebrating from these quarters also.