Roll up, roll up, come enjoy the BESH funfair!

[MyNameIsWinkly]

Come to the BESH funfair - we have a coconut shy, apple bobbing, dodgems and much much more. The prizes? Shiny new BFPs, of course. You can only go on the rides if you're a barren 30plus-er, the entrance fee is one completed BESHtionairre.

I'm sorry Euro, as everyone has already said I'll be keeping everything crossed that your little fighter sticks.

I know I haven't posted on this thread in a long while, but just checked in to see how people are getting on and saw your post Euro. Really hoping it all works out for you. Thinking of you.

Keeping everything crossed for you Euro

Thanks hags. I've felt for a while we are nearing the end of the road. We will have one last "throw everything at it" cycle in the spring and then I think it'll be time to move on. :(

Sorry for the awful day, euro.

It's not over yet - you never know, you may not need the spring cycle at all! Sending you the stickiest or sticky thoughts.

That's of, not or, obv.

((((hugs))))

Wishing your embie all the guts in the world to hang in there euro, what shit, shit news you've had today. It's not over till its over. I'm still hoping like hell this works for you.

I think it was wrong of the embryologist to spring that on you today of all days when you are where you're at on the cycle. What a mindfuck. Fish and arm rubs a plenty to you.

Also sending best possible wishes Euro. Sorry it wasn't more positive today.

X

Sorry it wasn't better news Euro. Sending you some positive cell dividing thoughts.

Bugs how do you feel about joint counselling?

Just :( about all of it.

Giving GP a chance to catch up sounds sensible even if you don't need it, bugs!

It's dicking you about bugs. Bastarding thing.

Ah yes, the usual pre-IVF droidal headfvk.

I think this may be the first time I've ever been glad to see the little metal fucker, but I'm glad he's showed up, bugs. Bring on the stabbing! 2014 has got to be your year.

Glad droid has turned up for definite, bugs. Roll on stabbing...

euro am so sorry to hear what a difficult time you are having. Did you ever have chromosome testing as part of your fertility investigations lke jeffers did? I had it as part of mc testing. Obviously they test both partners, but if you think there is a family link it could give you some answers. Dunno if there is a solution though. Really have everything crossed that you are not at the end of the road and either this round or the next will come good for you.
not surprised you got upset by the embryologist. Egg donation is such a big thing to consider its not something to spring on you when you have just had bad news.

bugs also have everything crossed for your cycle. Hope the stabbing goes well.

Yes, very very relieved now! Good to be able to go public as was getting hard to keep it under wraps.

I'm ok but annoyed that a family member I spoke to on the phone said to my mother 'winkly sounded so cheerful, I thought she must have been about to tell me she was pregnant.' Because (as well as the fact I wasn't especially cheerful) the assumption that the only fucking thing a woman can be cheerful about is pregnancy pisses the hell out of me. Maybe it isn't my place to say this, as I am pregnant, but FFS! It properly grips my shit.

Aside from that, I am boiling alive in the office. The thermostat is clearly set to 'Arab desert in mid July'. How are you bugs?

Evening all. I'm fine, a bit stressed with work but trying to concentrate on Christmas things this eve. And good news is that we have an appt with the consultant again hopefully they won't cancel this one so can get thinking about the FET.