Teetering on the edge of the 2ww September bus PART 5

[wispaxmas]

Thought I would start up a new bus before the old one stalls, so ho aboard!

BFPs so far
NannyPlumForPM
mrsmummytobe
BushPrincess
Hendricks
KillashandraRee
Clareyfarey
Snoozysleeper
Coffeeguzzler
onefunkymama
Italianwiking84
Cupcake1985
Spirael
Mistyautumn
Wispaxmas

14 BFPs

Awaiting BFPs
JosiePosiePuddingAndPie ttc#2, cycle2, bfp 1st
PinkHat1 ttc#1, cycle2, bfp 1st
Widget88 ttc#1, cycle3, bfp 4th
Chubbykitty ttc#1, cycle3, bfp 5th
Bloumermaid ttc#1, cycle?, bfp 6th
RaRaZ ttc#1, cycle4, bfp 7th
Positivementakattitude ttc#1, cycle2, bfp 7th
Dontsqueezetheteabag ttc#1, cycle1, bfp 10th
MrsHende ttc#2, cycle11, bfp 10th
blamber ttc#1, cycle1, bfp 13th
Toffeecrispyum ttc#2, cycle1, bfp 14th
Worried ttc#2, cycle18, bfp 19th
Jessieagain ttc#2, cycle1, bfp 20th
coco808 ttc#1, cycle2, bfp 21st
Fox82 ttc#1, cycle10, bfp 21st
dutchss ttc#1, cycle3, bfp 21st
chattychattyboomba ttc#?, cycle2, bfp 22nd
PinkHat1 ttc#1, cycle3, bfp 22nd
Purplegeekygirl ttc#2, cycle14, bfp 22nd
Bambi27 ttc#2, cycle10, bfp 24th
crazylady2013 ttc#1, cycle2, bfp 24th
NottaLotta ttc#1, cycle3, bfp 24th
Pocopearl ttc#2, cycle1, bfp 25th
ImaginaryHat ttc#1, cycle5, bfp 25th
ExactlyWhat ttc#3, cycle1, bfp 25th
Breakingbadaddict ttc#1, cycle3, bfp 25th
cheesysmile ttc#1, cycle 3, bfp 26th
Greenface ttc#1, cycle2, bfp 26th
onelifeonechance ttc#1, cycle3, bfp 26th
mama31 ttc#2, cycle3, bfp 27th
fifi669 ttc#2, cycle6, bfp 28th
Daisychain44 ttc#2, cycle7, bfp 28th
Monkette ttc#?, cycle?, bfp 28th
MrsB2013 ttc#1, cycle2, bfp 28th
NeuroticSweetTalk ttc#1, cycle1, bfp 28th
Millymolly01 ttc#2, cycle3, bfp 28th
GillyBillyWilly ttc#1, cycle4, bfp 29th
DisneyDiva87 ttc#1, cycle4, bfp 29th
Armylovin ttc#2, cycle8, bfp 30th
Lucyfluff ttc#4, cycle2, bfp 30th
Refoca ttc#2, cycle1, bfp 30th
Willows tree ttc#2, cycle1, bfp?
Theborrower ttc#2, cycle2, bfp?
M33r ttc#1, cycle9, bfp?
Seatfor5 ttc#4, cycle5, bfp?
internationallove985 ttc#?, cycle?, bfp?
ThoraNomiki ttc#2, cycle3, bfp?
Rockyroller123 ttc#1, cycle2, bfp?
BlueC2 ttc#?, cycle?, bfp?
Lulubelle26 ttc#1 cycle3, bfp?
Pencilsandprams ttc#2, cycle4, bfp?

That waa me ELR!!! One boob still hurting lol. Yes its a symptom thats what im telling myself anyway!!!

Thanks everyone!!! But I am convinced I am preggers and its just not showing up yet!! Lol listen to my insanity!!! Haha!

Well I compared mu yesterdays IC with todays and the shadow today is def darker than the one y'day....but it is still only a shadow....and not showing on other tests so in complete suspense now :/

I do have lower back pain and these achey boobs and I know this may be an af sign for most....but not for me....I never have achey boobs!!!! I will purchase superdrug tests today and will do another IC tomorrow morn and a superdrug. Not going to say to DH until its confirmed so won't be on date night tomorrow night.....but not sure what to do about drinking...he will def know something is up if I'm off the vino lol

Lucy keep testing! Might be in the same boat as me......are we.....aren't we.... :/

Hi mama. Sorry about BfN but is still early as everyone has said. You still might be able to tell on date night if you double dip. Use the IC and if the shadow is darker again (which I think is really positive - been testing for -0 months and never had any doubt so I think if you're not sure there's def something there...) then crack open a digi.

FX for you.

Purple. I wouldn't give the 'drugs' another thought! Most people prob don't know there pg nd do muh worse! Still hope for you! Don't lose hope yet!

Cheesey. Thanks for the encouragement! You're the only thing that stopped me poas this morn. Be a long night for us tonight. My DH is out Si will take all I have not to poas IC tonight to try to get even a shadow before the big day tomorrow.

I hope that after tomorrow there is a big flux of BFP and not a big surge of broken hearts! Lots if symptoms and sure signs around (myself included) and just hope it's a day that will go down in MN folklore as the biggest BFP day ever!

Oh also, thanks all for dealing with my meltdown. Feeling better today and hopeful but have butterflies for Tom...

Thanks m33r I'm not going to test again until middle of next week as wasted two tests and not sure what's going on with my cycle. I've loads of pg symptoms but also have come down with this cold which could explain thirst etc. We will see! Good luck to you.

Adding myself back onto the list as Gilly's missed me off:

Purplegeekygirl ttc#2, cycle14, bfp 22-??

m33r took me ages to work out who/what Tom was and why you were having butterflies!!

M33R, I don't want to do a digi until I see an actual line rather than a shadow! Lol couldn't take seeing the "NOT PREGNANT" :/

Well the sympstoms continue...have quite a bit of creamy cm today....didn't have that pre af last time!! No appetite at all....but very strange noises coming from my tum! Lol

Oh the waiting is the worst....wish I could see a proper line....like really how long is it going to take to go from a shadow to a line (as I stalk wispas pics of her tests.....)

And yes!!!!! Imagine if tomorrow was a massive bfp day for us all.....that would be immense!!!!!! :) oh I so want it to happen!!!!!

OK, let's all compare symptoms shall we? I need to do something to hurry AF up ;-)

No AF cramps
No AF (2 days late...)
No sore boobs like I normally get
No increased sex drive at end of cycle (I usually go off sex after I've ov'd then want it again before AF comes)
Thirsty and dry mouth
Tired
Feeling hotter than normal post ov
So hungry
Couple of periods of real acute nausea in the morning (blurghhh!)
Horrid taste in my mouth

Weighed up against
Sore throat from cold hence yukky taste
Developing a cold/change in seasons hence thirst/dry mouth
Taking pregnacare all cycle hence no AF yet so my cycle has lengthened and why I haven't had cramps/sore boobs
2 BFNs :(
Feeling yukky from cold hence not wanting sex
Feeding a cold hence increased appetite
Running slight temp from germs hence feeling warmer and more tired

Am on cd25 today. My app says my cycles range from 17-29 days (but 29 day cycle was when I had a chemical pg) so it's really 17-26 with the average being about 24.

Ok so my symptoms:

Snotty type cm CD6/7
Pos opk CD6 (gone that night)
No appetite from 7dpo-10dpo but full feeling in tum, very bloated (painfully) and lots of trapped wind.
10dpo woke with sore boobs (feel heavy like rocks...only 32b defo not rocks lol)
Nausea on and off from 7-9dpo.
Warm 9-10dpo.
Bfn 7dpo and 8dpo (obv)
Shadow line 9dpo
Darker shadow line 10dpo. (Is it in my head??)
No aggitation like usual pms week before.
Slight lower back pain 10dpo.
Woke this morning at 10dpo just feeling pregnant....don't know why...I just did.

Aggghhhh give me a proper line!!!!!

Oh and creamy cm today.

Ok purple here are my crazy ass symptoms!!!!

Slight AF cramps - twingy on left side last night
Lower back ache - I do have a dodgy back anyway!
Left achy boob - odd
Tired - but still feeding in night grrr that is another story!
VERY hot - normal AF symptom or hot flushes?!
Oily skin - why lol?!
Ratty - last night, but today feel a bit teary

CD25 according to app but who knows when I ov'ed.

I'm not hopeful for tmrw!!!

oh and I forgot had ewcm/way increased cm on 12 days this cycle.

Lots of positive symptoms - oooo! Can't wait for tomorrow!

I'm going to try and hold off a few more days and do a FR on Sunday. Symptoms have subsided for me, but still have mild cramps/odd pains, nipples still sore but less so, and lower back pain a lot less than it was.

So who's testing tomorrow? Lucy & M33r - anyone else?
xx

Well that's me out af has turned up! Looks like it's gone straight into flow with no spotting which is most unusual for me!
So third time lucky for me next month I hope!
In a way worked out well as going on a spa weekend to Brighton next weekend and now I will be able eat drink and enjoy all the treatments!
Off I go to the October bus hopefully I've got the last seat! I will check in to see how you are all doing!

Lucy, m33r, mama, and purple, I am so excited, you all sound like you have promising symptoms! Especially the shadowy lines!

I have:

CM cd 6
Pos opk cd6; gone by cd7 (late ov??)
Cd 7-9 'wet' feeling (tmi!)
Cd 8-11nausea and heightened sense of smell (DH's car)
Cd 10 & 12 crippling lower back ache (exercise??)
Cd 12 murderous mood swings / emotional teary
Cd 12 and other previous - knackered

Roll on fri!!!

Sorry ELR. Happy spa-ing though!

Oh sorry ELR :( hope your lucky next mnth and will prob meet you there at this rate!!! Can you tell im fed up lol

Lucy. I feel you're pain. Think we're all a bit sick of the waiting now! Hopefully pay off and I do sympathise!
:-)

It didnt help that I txt DH with negative update and he txt back he was gutted :( he wants another baby so much so feel sad for him too. I know we are lucky to already have children so I shouldnt be so bloody miserable!!

Wheres that wet fish gone?! Slap me now!!!!

Lucy. You are very lucky to have kids but as entitled as anyone else to really want another one! I also think its great that your DH is so keen! No wet fish required!