Me too clever. Tested sat and got BFN and then Tuesday (one day after AF due) and got the very faint BFP.
Still no sign of AF, still feeling nauseous, but also very aware that AF was 3-4 days late last month so could still show up tomorrow.
But I can't slow it down in my head (even though I know things could quite easily go tits up at this point - had a mc at 5w+3 when trying for DC1). In my mind I'm already planning maternity leave and wondering if I have enough maternity clothes (and if there will be any occasions in April/May that I can wear my wedding dress to as got married when I was 7mo pg last time!).
DH is having a shit time at work and am basically having deja vu - his depression coincided with my first pregnancy and, well, the 2 years since DS was born. Last time I felt so resentful that he couldn't 'look after' me when I was pg and the way things are going right now, looks like it will be the same
he ended up signed off during a large period of my ml and I really felt angry with him.
He's been doing so well thisa year and the last few months have just been shit. I just want him to be better. We discussed me taking on more hours at work so that he could be sahp (I work 3 days, he works 4 atm), but he doesn't want to, though that is chaning with how shit his work are being right now. I earn more than him so it would make financial sense, though I still can't quite imagine having to work 5 days a week again! We could definitely survive on one salary, but not sure about my sanity as a full time teacher or his as a full time sahp! (though maybe a lot of diy would get done!)
But even that can't keep me
right now as long as this sticks 
Sorry for essay. Just having some quiet time before the bell goes and the hormonal teenagers pour in and my mind is going haywire. Finding it so difficult to think about anything else 
Good luck to anyone poas today.