Well, what a fucking fucked up fucking day I have had
You could not even begin to make this shit up. I am on my arse here. Don't know what is going on. I will do personals in a mo but I need to share this with you all first.
SO, as you can tell from my posts over the past few days, I had really moved on from the pregnancy loss and really wanted to make positive steps towards another cycle. Its not that I am heartless, we just really needed to close the door and move on.
We decided that today was the day for action. DH was going to get a copy of his karotyping results, book the DNA frag test and I was going to get the result of yesterdays HCG and hopefully draw a line under the sorry saga. I even considered a lovely bottle of pink fizz tonight to toast what might have been.....romantic ay?........
So was in a meeting at work and my mobile went off and I dashed out as it was a private number. And it was my friend the fertility consultants secretary. She asked what my number was on Friday- I said it was very low, only 65.3. And she said 'oh, well says this is a good rise, its come back as 272* '
What the fuck is going on?
I have also done a clear blue digi (damn you buzzy!!!!) and it has come back as 2-3. A rise from last week.
I dont understand.
Please someone, help me and guide me. I need lots of hand holding because I just dont know whats going on. 