Wish I knew what my stupid body was doing!!

[Iwish]

Came off the implant 2nd November and my cycles have been all over the place. 22, 21, 35 day cycles. OV on cd19/15/26 so short LPs and random OV dates!!
Before my DS I used to OV cd16/17 the have a 11/12 day LP.
I hate not knowing what's going on. I have used OV tests the last couple of months and have had surges but not quite positive. This month I have had lines on opks cd14/15/16/17 but not positive. I never used to get a positive when ttc my ds but did get lines. I did ov as i was temping. Cervix hasn't been particularly soft or open but had been high and have had watery cm. am currently on cd20 and no idea if I've OVd.
I'm not temping now as I wanted to just go with opks.

Sorry for the whinge but I'm getting fed up :o(

TBH, I thin kyou should expect your cycle to be a bit all over the place after coming off the implant. My sister had it and took nearly a year to settle into a proper rhythm. I'd just go with the flow for now, and hope it happens

Wish I'd never had the flippin inplant now! I only had it for 10 month ish. And when I was on the pill for 10 years it went back to normal strait away.
I just want everything to go back to normal now :(