Ttc #2 for 10+ months - I have pcos. I got a bfp at about 10 dpo with dd and tracked cycle with opk's. This month I feel different to others but am so upset with getting bfn's and stupidly tested far too early and had a bfn at 9 dpo. Currently 11 dpo and feel like maybe I am still in with a chance but who knows, but getting thoroughly upset with the whole thing. Just wondered when you got your bfp's and whether I am the only one who tortures myself with early testing only to be gutted time after time! Why do I do it to myself?! Good thing is we are being referred for assisted conception in the new year (again)...