BFP in 2012 Part 2 - step away from the COD and into this thread.

[WhenSheWasBadSheWasHorrid]

We filled the last one so I thought I would start no 2.

Hehe sleep tight :)

Hope you get some answers soon Nic x

Just of curiosity how old are you nic? Don't ever feel too old however old u are.
And if its not our month this month I strongly believe our time will come too. Even with heart ache etc.
Dont despair :-)
Hope your body stops tricking u one way or another x

I think Nic is 36 (could be wrong?)

Someone on one of my other threads just got her BFP. She was going to stop this month.

Happy for her. So happy for her :)

Almost 36, kick...November.

Need to sleep and stop Googling ridiculous things.

Nighty night all.

Nearly. Nearly right.

Close your eyes and imagine a BFP :)

Nigh on imperceptible second line today.

Bastard stupid. That doesn't mean ANYTHING. And doesn't actually help the head fuck. AT ALL.

Ooh sounds potentially promising?? What kind of test?

Stupid cheapie one.

My CB conception indicators are on the way to me to use at the weekend, assuming no AF. I'll be a week late then.

How imperceptible? Squinting required or no squinting?

Don't need to squint, but do need bright light.

I'm not taking it as anything other than extra head fuck right now!

I am so awkward :-/

Nic any new news? I'm sure when I wasn't TTC that my body worked like clockwork but I guess it's only cause we're all now so vigilant that we notice any blips. I would have put money on getting a BFP this month given the way I was feeling physically but was proved wrong yesterday. Pls don't feel too old. Leave that to me who'll be 42 in four weeks . Feeling a little easier with the possibility that it might never happen this month. Think they call it acceptance. I call it exhaustion.

Have u got any kids res?
I'm 38 and I've decided not to let anyone put me down re age. We just need to keep trying!
Woke up with a headache

Hi Lol yeah, a gorgeous DD aged 18 months. Had her when I was 40 after years spent thinking I didn't want kids. She is just so lovely that I'm desperate for no. 2 but will always have her even if we don't get lucky again. Miscarried in March this year so know the body is still willing in part, at least! You?

resipsa I had a mmc in march too - it seems like years ago in terms of TTC since then!!

nic go and get a Superdrug test - for both my pg's I used them and they were good - never had to squint/hold up to light!!

And obv have used them since an they have all been definite BFN's!

This does sound promising Nicola. Keeping my fx your line becomes darker- try to wait until tomorrows FMU there is no point in torturing yourself all day x

I don't think I've even ovulated yet this month hence the wise POAS advice, come the 2ww it will obviously be a different story

[waves hello to all the newbies and oldies] congrats on your low HBA1c kick that is a testament to your hard work, also well done on the job offer/s!

After all the discussion about jobs I was debating whether to out myself as 'medical' but there is no doubt that I have learnt plenty here so I think it is pretty irrelevant (except access to unlimited sticks to pee on !!)

nicola fx the line gets stronger. I did find that the internet cheapies that I have bought were negative before CB digitals when I was waiting for a -ve after my mc. I really hope you get a strong +ve!

Thank you for the good wishes.

I'll do cheapies until my CB ones arrive now, I think. May as well do that, I think, now I've bought them!

May drive myself mental today!!

Fatas mine was MMC too - that wait from the first scan after a small bleed at 6 weeks to the confirmation that all was lost at 9 weeks + was probably the worst time of my life (with the exception of losing my daddy (yup, was still a "daddy's girl" at age 38) in 2008). I'm still worried that the MMC/ERPC might have messed me up which is irrational but I now get these really werid pre-AF symptoms that I never had before (and which make me think every bloody month that this might be it but it never is, as was proved yesterday after I'd calculated my next mat leave dates!).
We've been trying for 12 months now as in we started in Sept 11 but how do you factor in the MCC as it wiped out the first four months of the year? I feel better if I think that we've only been trying for 3 months, ie since May...

Try not to drink much water to get concentrated weeing if you are POAS again today nic :)

Hope it gets darker over the next few days.

Here's a possibility - Since you came off the pill a few months back - your cycle could be longer and you OVed much later and hopefully it means you've technically not missed AF yet which explains the faint positive?!

Repisa 42 is not too old either! Theres always hope and time :) This will be your year.

Red - try to say I'm as old as the man I feel (so only just 36!).

I can't not drink, sadly, my office sucks all moisture out, so I drink loads during the day!

And that may be true, red, my body tricked me with my two sub-30 day cycles, maybe!

I just don't know anymore.

Fx nic!!

Cd26 here!

Managed a cheeky dtd last night! So we've dtd eod or every 2-3 days since cd9, apart from last week when we only dtd tues and sat.

Been reading up in sperm morphology and it seems like 1% is low but because everything else from husbands SA came back as normal, 1% shouldn't affect fertility. Will still be asking the docs on ways to improve it though!