BFP in 2012 Part 2 - step away from the COD and into this thread.

[WhenSheWasBadSheWasHorrid]

We filled the last one so I thought I would start no 2.

Fx for you nic, keep us posted!

res I too was not sure I wanted kids till recently. It has something to do with the fact that I was married to the wrong man and only married my lovely husband 2 years ago. So I only came off the pill at 36. Was not actively trying but then it happened and I mc'd at 7 weeks. Now I am crazy to have one! Amazing how I've changed in the last few weeks due to this.

Oh yes resipsa you should only say its 3 months!!

I didn't have to wait for my mmc, as I had had a private scan at 6+5 (got dates confused) and had a bit of brown mucus at 9 weeks so went to epu - turns out the baby died on the same day I'd had my early scan and I thought all was ok as I'd seen a heartbeat then - biggest shock ever. Plus I'd gone on my own to the scan which was a bit surreal. Everyone asking you what you want to do about it etc and all you can think is 'but I'm pregnant aren't I?!' - wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

Oops sorry for bringing Fred down!!! Happy thoughts!! Sun shining!! BFPs!!

But seriously nic get a better test I would - it's no fun in limboland! X

I sound like Yoda in that last sentence don't I?!!

I've got a better one on the way...it's a nightmare though.

Feel odd today. Spaced out, awful boobs, dry mouth etc. And lots more CM.

I may crack and buy a test at lunch.

Weeing more too. Oh, and low back ache.

This had better be real else I'm falling apart!!!

Fx to everyone else. Sorry again resipsa.

Scared shitless I was mistaken about the line it was so faint.

Arrrggghhhhh!!

Easiest question is this:

If you look at it, does it look almost a bit like a shadow? Or a ghost of a line?

Can you very clearly (even if blurry) see the colour?

It was very, very pale pink. Not grey.

Ooooh we may have a winner!

Was it an internet cheapie? (sorry just got up and too excited to read back!)

When do your Superdrug ones arrive?

Hi everyone,

Can i join the convo? been lurking around since part 1....

going You may join if you aren't about to announce a BFP

It was a shit cheapie.

I have 2 CB conception indicators on the way!

Can't concentrate.

Nic without making light of it all (and we all know it's shit for you in limbo land as Fatas said), this is becoming strangely addicitive. I reckon we could make a profitable TV show out of TTCers going thru' the mill from month to month...

And hi Going!!

Your name is apt for me today!

Thing is, it could still be a CP, couldn't it? So many of you have had them that I know not to count chickens.

Hi Going. As Kick said .

Ha ha...that is true.

Making light is fine. I don't mind :-)

Nom nom, a chocolate muffin has just appeared on my desk. Lovely stuff!

I reckon I'm out. I can touch my boobs (only place on the planet where this makes sense) and don't jump through the roof. They still hurt but I think it's less

Non-fertilised egg = lower progesterone post-ovulation

Nic the first I did was a cheepie and I swore I could see a shaddow kept looking at it but didn't show anyone as it was so faint I thought they'd say I'd lost my mind, I bought a frer the next morning and the line was there but so so faint but dh said yes he could see it, so considering you've had definate bfn before like I did and no af and all the symptoms, stop torturing yourself, I'd go and by a frer BUT just remember you are obviously only just showing the hormone in your body, dont expect it to suddenly jump out at you for atleast another 4 days probably, it will be faint but if you keep getting lines then I'd say be happy, on the risk of being accused of getting hopes up ive never had a line when I wasn't pregnant, all the tests were definate bfn no matter how many lights I held them up to!

Yep agree with Kitty. If it's a clear coloured line that you can see colour in, it won't detect that hormone unless you are pregnant.

Hello going afraid same as what kick said too...please do share your ttc story with us :)

nic the suspense is killing me. wondering how you feel! I know the limbo land feeling all too well. Its why I am even more determined now to wait till I am a week late.

I wonder how much the private scan costs fatas? If I do fall pregnant part of me will refuse to believe it till I see a heartbeat - blaming it on the cp destroying belief.

IF it was "grey" or a "shadow" or a "ghost" - and not completely apparent when you look at it, it could be an evaporation line. That's why I asked :)

Kick you can still fall pregnant with no sore boobs...does progesterone decrease when AF is about to arrive? sorry just curious!

FXing and goose-bump tingling for you nic

I bought some Amazon early pregnancy tests - so I will join you in the peeing marathon kick - they only cost £2.80 for a pack of 15! Don't feel so guilty about peeing on them!

I will pee on the expensive FRER when I am a week late or if I get a BFP - whichever comes first!

red don't know where you are but private scans here (Manchester) are £95. Worth every bloody penny.