BFP in 2012 Part 2 - step away from the COD and into this thread.

[WhenSheWasBadSheWasHorrid]

We filled the last one so I thought I would start no 2.

I have Hoovered today. Not much of a motivation for anyone tho.

Well I found out my dance teacher accidentally got pg without trying and has kindly decided to keep the baby - as if that's a favour!
Also a pg girl at Zumba yesterday which annoyed me no end.
At the theatre tonight watching top hat and not worrying about lack of early pregnancy symptoms

We can take it in turns to go to the cinema. You may all PM me and I will set up the order that you get to go based on who messages first, second, third etc.

Yes. I am shamelessly selling myself. I don't care

This effing recruiter has rung me NINE times today, text me and emailed me. He has basically fucking TALKED me into submission. He was ringing me at 8pm tonight saying how (company whose offer I've accepted) isn't as good as (company he represented). Slating the company and saying I'm making such a big mistake. I told him to piss off basically and landed up emailing the person at the company he is representing and saying I'd made my decision but he kept talking me back to going through and seeing them. I said I was very sorry but I'd tried to speak to him this morning and tell him but he spent ALL FUCKING DAY ringing me.

Does anyone know anything about sperm morphology? Husbands result has come back as 1% - anyone know what that means?

They said it shouldn't affect fertility but I just want to know what it means.

I have no idea but have a read here:

www.drmalpani.com/book/chapter4b.html

I think it's a normal range though?

Hmmm...might be feeling a bit pre-AF. Got a few crampy feelings.

Interesting. Maybe I'll get answers tomorrow.

Oooh my SIL said she had crampy feeling the day before AF and just thought it was normal AF but she just never had the dreaded arrival. She was pregnant instead!

I don't want any more hope, as mad as that seems! Trying to tell myself I'm not pregnant now. Being sensible!

:(

I know. Just don't care - want to know either way really. It's never easy waiting. Sorry

I never thought I'd end up late without a BFN...never even considered it could be this complicated. :-/

I will just have to keep waiting and POAS until I have an answer, when it comes to it. Certainly not easy though.

BFP, clearly, not BFN.

I've had it a few times. It's heartbreaking.

I know it sounds like I am a negative puss but it's only because I've had it so much, so I try to be practical so people don't get as hurt as I have been.

It doesn't help and I'm sorry I sound so horrible. I hate people being hurt :(

I'm trying to be philosophical about it all (early days etc) but think this will be hard if it ends up as nothing.

Wish I could stop thinking about it.

And it's exhausting too, going through the excitement of POAS with that hopeful feeling, and then crashing back down to earth I hate it too...

It will happen

I told DH tonight if we're not pregnant next month, we're both going to get tested. I am tired of this shit

Nic I know exactly how you feel :(

I think we all.

That's why we're in here and not out there

I feel like an impostor next to you real long term TTCers though. Like I don't have a right to be upset yet. :-/

Difficult though, isn't it?

I have actually got POAS phobia just so hard to see those bfns - like someone just knocks the air out of you.

I have decided next time I POAS I am not looking at it. Going to ask DH to read the result to me. I don't have the strength.

Atleast he can be a bit more human and sensitive in telling me than the stick

I just want everyone on this thread to get bfps - it's been a long time coming.

Nicola sometimes its not about who's trying longest but how much we all want it. And you have every right I be on this thread because you want it so bad just like the rest of us

Thank you, red. :-)

We all want it so much it hurts!!

I warn you though, it gets worse :(

Hope you fall before you get old and bitter like me!

I'm already old...have a feeling I could get bitter quite easily. :-/

Can I just throw something odd into the ring? A warm feeling uterus, plus flippy, bubbly, popping feelings. I am VERY aware of my uterus and ovaries right now, and have been for a week or so. Weird.

HA HA Nicola - you may not be entirely welcomed on this thread soon

Agree with winkle

It gets a lot worse

Charming, kick!

I've no doubt it gets worse. Bearing in mind we are mostly impatient control freaks that isn't a surprise.

Think it's bed time now. :-)