For anyone that remembers me.. im coming back to mumsnet im ready to start trying again,had a break since Sept but will start to use persona from end of March i think to see if we can have our so longed for baby,been trying since May 2004 with 2 previous early mcs in between.It was getting me down in floods of tears every time af arrived so gave myself a break and now feel strong enough to get back on the ttc rollercoaster anyone who wants to hold my hand and help me please do so,it would be very much appreciated.Just waiting for af to appear now got backache and a few cramps no sign as yet,not been trying though just thought, stuff it for a while.So will give it another go from end of March with personna and i think im going to try reflexology as had all the tests both of us and both fine.