Just did a test...

[Just5minspeace]

... not sure whether to be a) disappointed or b) relieved. ..
Thought I would be horrified at the thought of unplanned no.4.but find I am now standing here feeling a little empty.
How ridiculous! I an so blessed with my 3 and 4 would have been a step too far but still...

You sound disappointed. Do you think you would like a planned no 4 now?

Hope you are ok, has it made you think about another now? xx

Thank you. I think initially rose tinted specs conjured up new baby smell, lovely cuddles and tiny babygros.
However as the hours have ticked by and no.s 1-3 have been less than perfect I am seeing the practical and exhausting side to a no.4!
There are a few more years though before I'm past it and I believe in fate. So for now sense prevails...