Is everyone in the world pregnant but me!

[Countmyblessings]

Need to rant I believe my 1st AF is on its way since my eptopic and tube removal the end of April 12!!!!!
My emotions are all over the place and I'm now crying as " Gennie in emmerdale" seems to of gotten pregnant without wanting or trying!!! It's a soap! But feel like its happening in real life too!!!!!!

From what I understand Purple clear blue digitals are hard to convince. They need to have a strong positive.

I'm bored and tired of the whole thing too.

Purple - very sorry that you are still in the dark with it all but don't give up until that old hag shows her face, I never test early more then 2 days and with that I always use the cheapies! Before I used FR and CB and got nothing! But when I get a even faint line I will collect my fmu and then went out to get CBD and there was after a painful wait - pregnant 2-3!
It will happen for you it's just so flippin hard and heart breaking when you feel you did everything and it doesn't bring a BFP!
Let keep encouraging and getting through this TTC as easy as we can!

Thanks Pipbin and Count, still nothing today. Maybe I should test again at the end of the week. We go away next Tues and I bet af comes then. I'd really like it before because I'll be worrying/wondering all holiday otherwise.

Ha I am now on day 41 of this cycle. Sometimes you have to just

Purple - its flippin awful when your cycle decides to
Just change on you and for it to go to 41 days is just mean! Does that mean that AF turned up? If not then your still in the waiting game! Also remember sometimes the hgc levels sometimes are not strong and you need to wait a few more days for a strong positive!
All crossed for you xxx

Count I'm still waiting for af. I now have sore boobs and random cramps which is a sign she is on the way. I'm choosing to ignore that is also a sign of pg as it is too heartbreaking to think it could be the reason when two negative tests say it isn't. I also don't want to test again yet as it just gets my hopes up. I really doubt that I am pg, when I had ds I tested 5 days late and got a positive immediately. Who knows? I really thought af would come yesterday as we went to a wedding and I wore a white dress with blue stripes so I was sure that would be a fitting time for it to start

I just cried in the hairdressers. I feel such an utter fool. I popped into the local Chinese medicine place on the way just on the spur of the moment. I had a free consultation and was told my pulse was erratic which isn't good apparently. The Dr sold me ten days worth of stuff to strengthen my Qi and improve the regularity of my cycles. Just came out feeling so broken and then had hair appt. Hair dresser asked me if I had hay fever and it was like floodgates opening. I'm such a knob. I know nothing about Chinese meds apart from a close friend really rating it. When I tell dh about this he is going to think i'm even more crazy

Ahhhhh Purple - don't feel like a fool!!!! It's understandable your feeling emotional, and we do random things like buy stuff anything to give you better odds of a BFP! Your still in the game so don't count yourself out yet! I hope you enjoyed and let your hair down at the wedding! I love weddings it's like new beginnings 2 life's becoming 1!
I would just not tell him, I really believe men just don't get it!
When everyone tells you to get oving sticks and stuff and your DH refuses to support it saying it will happen when it's suppose to I think I could hear my body clock get louder!!!!!!
How's everyone else doing??

Thanks Count How is everyone doing? We just got back from hols which was lovely. I managed to spend only 50% of the time being at the ladies with bumps. Af arrived day before we went so a 46 day cycle.

Had routine smear test yesterday afternoon and the nurse advises I get a dr appt due to irregular cycles. So I guess that's my next thing to do. Bit scared though so will put it off til next week or perhaps week after when I'm back at work and ds is back at nursery