Hi all, a bit huffed with mn as did a reply yesterday then it just vanished from the screen! 
Here goes again...
Lime- thank you for kind words and support. I'm not opposed to counselling as had a few sessions in the past for a different issue and found it utterly enlightening and thoroughly beneficial. That said, I don't think I'm quite there yet, I had my night of wallowing and felt loads better the next day. Since I found out a few months ago, I've only had a couple of 'low' days so really, I feel that's to be expected. Mind you, if things get worse in September then it may be a different matter. 
Treats- I really love my cbfm and convinced a friend to get one and now we text each other about it loads! It's great to have a person in the rw to chat to. I find it just takes all the confusion out of ttc and for me, that's well worth the money.
Lastbox& Crazy- Only on first cycle on cbfm but had 2 bars around day 17, then 2 days or 3 bars, then 1 of 2, then back down to one again now. My friend who got one is on day 16 and has just had lots of 2 bars. It does say it takes 2 cycles to understand your cycle so maybe it'll become clearer on your third (but hopefully you'll conceive before then).
Ibot- good to see you on this thread.
I'm in a much more cheerful mood than last time I posted. Dp has been fab and generally felt better after my night on the sofa eating frozen chocolate yoghurt. Not much to report other than (tmi) I seem to have thrush. Very think creamy discharge but no itching. I've put a bit of the external cream on but reluctant to use pessary while a little egg may just have fertilised. Am I just being daft
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