Hello, hello!
Been away for the weekend, so sorry I haven't been around. Just trying to catch up now.
Pipbin - I'm so sorry that AF got you. The GOOD thing about temping is that you're much better informed about what's going on. The BAD thing is that you have so much more information to try and interpret. I know that it drives me insane to have that constant "I've had a small temp drop, but no spotting, so perhaps that means...." conversation going on in my head, and it must have been like that for you in the last couple of days. Hope you're having some
to help you through.....
Spring - it's still not necessarily bad news you know? Some people bleed intermittently throughout their pregnancies. The fact that it's not constant and isn't getting worse sounds very positive. I wish you could have an earlier scan, but I can also sort of see from the hospital's point of view why they won't give you one. Fx for Thursday - only 50 and a half hours away.......
Mammoth - I totally relate to what you're saying about being aware of the good things we do have. I've been so much better at spending time with DD - REALLY spending time with her - and actually talking to her and having conversations, than I was before we lost DS. Part of that is because she's older but it's also because I now realise what a precious gift she is. And I'm determined that I won't allow my longing for another baby to take over my life to the extent that it would be harmful for her.
Yes - I'm part of a choir and I've been in their shows before. I missed last year's because I was pregnant, but they started rehearsing for this show exactly six weeks after DS was here, and it was just what I needed at the time. A project to focus on so that TTC wouldn't take over my life; something to get me out of the house every week; and time to spend with people I already knew - not having to make the effort to get to know new people. It's been a life saver and I'm going to feel quite bereft when it's all over.
But then - the following week - I have my next accountancy exam........