In a bit of a state

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Help, ive never posted on here before - be gentle with me.

I have 2 girls (5 and 2) and have had 2 MMC and a late miscarriage at 20 weeks late last year. Been trying again and have just got a v faint positive. Im shaking as i type this because i'm terrified.

DH is at work and if I phone he'll be mad that i tested without him and I literally dont know what to do with myself.

I dont even know why I'm typing this.

Pls help me calm down

Have a nice cup of tea and a sit down.

I'm sorry about your miscarriages. That must make this scary. But you know you can carry to term. I hope someone else can come and offer you some advice, but in the meantime - congratulations! And have some sugar in that tea.

Thank you! That just made me cry!

Oh gosh, it must be scary given your history, but please don't lost sight you've had 2 successful pregnancies. You can do it again. As funnybird has just said, cup of tea time and a biscuit for you. For today you are pregnant. Many congratulations

Congratulations on your BFP - that's fab news!

I don't really have any advice on the mcs but have seen many posts from other ladies who have been through what you have then gone on to have happy healthy babies. I'm sure one will be along shortly but in the meantime I think you should give your DH a call. I'm sure any disappointment over you testing without him will be wiped out by your BFP and hopefully sharing the news with him will allow you to feel more excited than scared x