Ttc month one, Am I going crazy?

[caspacutie]

Hello everyone,

Well a little about me, I'm 25 and my boyfriend is 34. We decided that I should come off the pill on the 23rd Feb, I was on cerazette for around eight months.

I bled from the 27th and decided to use a clearblue digital ovulation kit as I knew my cycles wouldnt be textbook. I stopped bleeding on 1st march which was thursday and got my smiley face on Friday.

We had sex on Friday with the pillow under the hips and I Stayed there for an hour, too scared to move lol same again on saturday.

Since friday I have had really dull lower back ache (i never notmally notice ovulation pains) headaches, im exhausted but cant seem to sleep very well. Then yesterday (saturday) I had cramps below my belly button as though I was about to get af, a strange pulling and fluttering, almost a vibrating kind of feeling inside accompanied by backache and then spotting pink blood when I wipe (sorry tmi) and I feel wetter than normal. Oh and heartburn.

Today i have stopped spotting but everything else is still there..... surley it must all be just in my head, this 2ww sucks!!!!

You gonna do another one yeh? I don't really want to if I'm honest, i really don't feel very positive and don't want the disappointment, although have to remember it's only early days

Forgot to say good luck xx

Well poas today. without a doubt it was bfn BUT i feel like its wrong.... still early days as you say xx

Oh and im not sleeping at all :( few hoirs a night and wake every hour. when I am asleep im having very very vivid and strange dreams, not like me x

Mine was a big fat BFN for sure, I don't think you should worry too much as its still very early days for you, just hang in there hun.

I wish AF would just arrive now so I can start over!!

X

Yes me too. down in the dumps day today for sure. I DONT WANNA WAIT! xx

aww good luck for you for tomorrow.

I'm out the game! AF has arrived.

Im so sorry cookie. wine tonight! Xxxx

I'm ok actually thought i'd be more gutted but i'm cool. Exactly nice dinner and a glass of wine. Let me know how you get on with test tomorrow.. I'll cross my fingers and toes for you xx

Thanks hun and will do. Enjoy ur night of relief after the unknown (trying to see the silver lining)

I'm crazy too on our 2nd month ttc and analysing every tiny twinge etc! High possibility I have pcos as tick most boxes, me and do are both 29 no kids and I've never been pregnant. Been dtd around when we think I'll ov and had a few positive ovpks, oddly this month though it's a week till af normally boobs are agony by now but nothing...! Good luck to you all xx

Ohh pinkie sounds promising!! Any other symtoms? Xx

No nothing, not getting my hopes up as I've assumed it will take a while! I'll say I'm all chilled out then inside when it come to ovulation time I'm going mad planning everything times dates temps tests! My cycle is irregular sometimes too tho been averaging 33 days since i stopped Cerazette which may explain why the boobs aren't sore? Hate waiting it's enough to drive a woman mad! x

Ohhhhh!!! Im only 6dpo BUT my bbs have been aching today and nipples feel tender to touch and ive just checked and i have three lumps on my left nipple that have NEVER been there before. just googled and they are exactly the same as mt's (as if i can spell that off the top of my head)

xxx

Mts?? I'm hoping the lack of tenderness in mine is a good thing, think we're all losing the plot! x

Yeah the little lumps that you get that can e associated with pregnancy. ueah plot well and truly lost!! Xx

That sounds positive :) will check mine at lunch haha x

Oh my god im shaking, ive just got my bfp 7dpo xxx

Oh wow congrats your so lucky how quick was that! x

Caspacutie- did you post the wrong dates in your op? You only started your af 15 days ago so I'm totally confused how you can have a bfp on cd15.

I only ovulate on cd15.

Has anyone else ever heard of people getting pg so quick into a cycle?

Genuinely interested btw, wondering how common this is?

i have never heard of this didnt know it was possible so early

I'm also confused? You ov'd on cd5, dtd on cd5 and got BFP cd12, all within 2 weeks of coming of the pill and your OH has suspected he isn't even fertile? Wow!

sorry but wtf is dt, cd BFP and AF?

i only managed to work out dpo (blush)

and apparently not how to smileys.