I don't really desire any sort of response to this - I just need to vent...out into the ether
TTC for a few months now. Came off Pill in November, cycles ofabout 29 days since then. This month have only done the deed once. Period is 4 days late. Done test on day 29 and negative.
No pregnancy symptoms. Have the odd cramp and think period is on its way and then nothing.
The waiting for my period is DOING MY HEAD IN 
So frustrating, when I know the odds are stacked against me being preg. But every hour builds a little bit more of (false) hope. Resisting urge to get another preg test today.
Just want it to start so I can start trying again
That is all. Thank you