I was convinced that AF was coming before I got my BFP, though - crampiness, spotting etc, and I took 2 negative tests before the positive. I wish the symptoms weren't the same! Still, shorter cycles is a good thing, isn't it, because it means you're ovulating more often? In your case, anyway, because your cycles were so long.
Fan, good luck! Hope you feel better soon too.
Wtw, how's the first day back going?
Ciwi and Razz, sorry to hear that you're both struggling too. It's so hard - like Ciwi I'm scared to start going in for monitoring because I'd never be away from the hospital, and I can listen to Bean's heartbeat on the doppler if I need to. I'm currently not seeing the MW again until the 17th, which I agreed on Friday before this last panic attack. I was quite cheerful on Friday because Bean was dancing the fandango. I've got the consultant on the 16th and nothing between now and then. The MW did say to phone her if I was worried at all, so I could ask for an earlier appt. Angel, I think work is going to help me too. At least when I'm here I'm distracted. Razz, I know what you mean about part of you wishing for a 34 week delivery! When I was being monitored on Thursday DH was really hoping I was going into labour just so it would all be over. What you said about never going through another pregnancy has really struck me, because I do want more children (assuming Bean is ok, please God). If Thea had lived I would now be starting to think about baby no 2, and I do want Bean to have siblings. I think it is going to take a long time to pluck up the courage, though.