Mojangles thinking of you. Do you know if you will try again, do you have any frosty embies? Just curious. Don't share if you don't want to. You are in my thoughts.
lucy so sorry it has been a hard few days and thinking of you. What is the plan for next step? You are right Lucy about it being all consuming! I find myself thinking of almost everything in relation to where I will be in a fertility cycle; will I be at the start, in the middle, at the end?! Will I be resting, will I be recovering, will I be celebrating, will I be drinking alcohol! It's crazy!
level your clinic do not sound as if they are looking after you as you deserve to be looked after! I don't want to stick my beak in but I think you should be very clear with them, POLITE and FIRM, just contact them, say that you need test done and not sure what is happening next etc?
So Scrummy it is tests this week Wednesday for you? I really hope you are not giving a SECOND of thought to the receptionist?s feelings about when you have your blood test! Honestly, we go through enough I think without worrying about what anyone else thinks. Have you got another test, something else next week? It is a cycle with your own eggs, isn't it, so do you know when it will actually start, when this period is over?
No Scrummybumb not at all offended by your comments about my names or embies! It is so lovely when anyone shows any interest in MY emblies. My hubby is a wonderful man but he is not really interested in the mechanics of this whole thing, I told him my embies names and he is just not that into the whole thing. I think he just worries about all the ramifications and I know when it failed last year I was a total mess for a bit and couldn't stop crying!
Rowing Yes, I am happy; it is funny that I am able to be so upbeat but I am. I guess those little ones in the freezer are a real comfort to me. It is weird that I like to watch this type of 'One born every minute' programme! I think your thoughts are more normal than mine. So what is the plan for you next, dear rowing?
Pocket any news?
Donna did you get the advice you were looking for? How did it all turn out this month?
Big hugs to all - Keziah, lissy, Teds77, Beginnings, Flip, Val, Womanly, woowa, fretfree, marmite, frustrated, Wellerbabe, Pinkapples and Pumpkinjoy, hugs to all ? do you still look in on us?
DH and I had a chat and he knows and agrees that whatever happens with this cycle we will also have a FET cycle so either it will be as soon as possible if this one fails and if we are successful then it would be in a year's time I guess. I do feel weird thinking it will all continue when I had expected it to all be over by next month but I am excited too!
I wonder what others do, do you try and be totally positive on a cycle or do you try and be totally realistic, optimistic?
Well, we had a tiny bit of good news today. I spoke to the clinic and they said they had frozen our embies last week, which I mentioned. I have grandly named them Serentis, Jenever and May. The middle one was only five-cells when we left the clinic but by the time they came to freeze they said it was 6-celled! I know it is not a big deal but they said what they were looking for was for them to be moving on so the fact that it was moving on, and still developing right up to the time they froze was a really good sign!
Now I really need to leave them in the freezer, where they will be best. And concentrate on Paschal and Cielo, but I find it so hard to live in the present and I am always trying to be one stage ahead!