Good news and bad news for me....
The bad news first....it doesn't look like it's going to be my month yet again. I was so upset this morning when I discovered I was spotting (a sure sign that AF is around the corner ) Matt is really upset too...he shed a few tears for the first time ever which made me feel like such a failure, bless him
Which leads on to the good news....2 bits really, the first being we've accepted an offer on Matt's house today which is a big surprise as it only went up last week The offer was a very good one too, only £1K under the asking price. So...we've been a bit rash and booked ourselves a 5 star holiday in Sharm el Sheikh (we loved it that much when we went in January!) in October. The kids are going to Florida with their dad the same 2 weeks so it will be just me and Matt for a 2nd honeymoon!!
I need something else to focus on...TTCing has taken up the best part of 2 years now, and I'm not sure I can keep on going month after month, the disappointment is too much to bear sometimes.
Don't get me wrong, we'll still be TTCing, but I'm going to try REALLY hard not to get so preoccupied with it.
As for continuing with fertility treatment/adoption....I'm not going to even think about it for a while yet....I need to devote more time to 'us' if you know what I mean. The preparation course for adoption isn't until June, hopfully by then I'll have my head in order
Sorry this turned out so long
Loubie xx
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