Hi again - been a while and boy has a lot happened. Sayonara to the beautiful jollster, I continue to think of you often from the land of the long white wine glass, and woohoo to digi. I have to confess that when I read your news my very first instinct was 'oh my f&*("+g god, how terrifying', but you are throwing everything you can at this one and that, I think, must surely help with embracing the zen. It'll work or it won't and I hope to god it does. Mostly for altruistic reasons but also because in my twisted, superstitious way, I kind of feel like you're in front of me in the queue and I'm not going to be 'allowed' my success til you get yours. No PRESSURE THERE THEN huh 
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Dachs great news that they got 2 to transfer from the 5 follies. You're beating the odds there aren't you? I've been reading a blog - this one and I think she said 1 from 5 was about average. Fingers crossed they do the business.
MissTina Hmm, those temps are above your previous coverline, but only just. You look like your post-ov temps would normally be a bit higher. Are you using OPKs this cycle? I think you're still gearing up to it but you never know, maybe there was a ripe one around the back that they couldn't see?
I was just going through my old notes and scans and in several of my scans they say they can't 'visualise' my ovaries, one or other of them. Very odd...I wonder if they go drifting off somewhere after they think they've done their job?
I plucked up the courage to take myself off to my GP and discuss my miscarriage history with him. I was surprisingly cool about it all, after my big meltdown I seem to have let off a lot of suppressed steam and am now feeling quite a bit more relaxed about the whole deal...anyway, to stop digressing, he has referred me urgently to the local Recurrent Miscarriage Clinic and I think I'll go through the testing process again. I didn't disclose everything to the GP, mainly because he didn't ask and I was curious to know what he knew, IYSWIM. He wanted me to stop TTC while the referral came through, but I'm reluctant to do that mainly because of my age. But I'm not pursuing this month very strongly because I've come down with another bug, hugely sore throat, cough, sinus gunk etc. which has made SWI non-existent since last weekend. If I was DH, I wouldn't want to shag me, and I'm finding it hard to stay awake past 9, so I guess it's probably best for everyone if I just chill and sit this one out.
We've been getting coverage of the goings-on in London and then elsewhere and are following it with a sense of amazed horror. It just seems an extraordinary situation. Especially viewed from afar when several of the locations are where we have lived. I hope those who are living amongst it or affected by it are staying safe and that it doesn't all erupt again this weekend.