Aaaarrrggh! I hate the 2ww!

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I think I ovulated on CD19. Due to DH work commitments we only managed SWI once but that was on CD19. I know a BFP is still possible but we did only do it once.

It's too early to test but I have all my hopes of a BFP running through my head and symptom spotting. My body has been cruel in the past though and got my hopes up only for AF to appear.

However, this evening I am feeling quite nauseous and have had feelings like ligament pulling in my abdomen. Also slightly tender boobs.

I'm 8dpo and just want the next week to be over so I know!!!

Feel better for getting that out!

Yes I think so but not charting temps or anything and not sure I ovulated at all, thnx for the positive thinking feeling really crappy about it all today really thought it would be +ve and had it in my head how was going to tel dh as at work. Sorry for your bfn to maybe we will have a Xmas time baby together

Oh no going I've had those thoughts about telling dh and my mum! My mum would love grandchildren... So disappointing to get bfn. I really hope a bfp comes along for you but if not, here's to March being the month! X

Quick update on me. Got a BFP yesterday morning, then started bleeding bright red blood, tested again last night, BFN. Still bleeding quite a bit and cramps from hell so assume it was a chemical pregnancy :( very strange last 24 hours as went from Yay to Nay.

wrinkly v sorry to hear that! Were you past AF due date? I'm wondering whether that's what happened to me last month though I didn't actually get the BFP. I was 5 days late with AF, had tonsilitis and DH and I DTD and then immediately afterwards there was bright red blood [sorry TMI] and what seemed like AF afterwards! I'm now CD31 of what might be 30 or 35 (depending on what it was that happenned last month) and a BFN again here this morning. Trying not to symptom spot as everything I'm feeling could easily be pre-AF signs as well

going I'm so sorry about your POAS experience! I've found peeing into a pot and using dipstick types much easier! loup sorry about your BFN too. for you both!

Woke up thinking about boys names and girls names this morning which wasn't super helpful given the BFN!!!

AF was not due until tomorrow or Monday. The bleeding/cramps are similar I think.

V sorry to hear that wrinkly could it be a duff 2nd test I bled early on with both previous pregnancies and everything went on to be ok, I didn't think the hormone could disappear that quickly, but I am no expert maybe go see the dr next week fx everything is ok x

I thought that goingmadtrying ... a couple of other people have said that the hormone wouldn't go that quickly. It was a Dutch test that has a cross if you're "zwanger" and a line if you're "niet zwanger". If I wasn't currently bleeding like crazy I would test again on Monday. :( But I think it's game over this month.

Sorry to hear your news wrinkly, that must be tough. Hope this cycle is the one! X

Yesterday was so sure that I was pregnant and had tested early, symptoms that I have:
slightly rounder/tender boobs
headache on and off
strange twingey feelings lower down
feeling sick and off some foods
nosebleed
feeling dizzy/strange
lots of visits to loo
spots

last night felt cervix and still quite high however slight mucasy blood when wiped after nothing since!

Also when I'm due to come on get very achey knees I had this last night for a short while but nothing now, arrrgh I hate this waiting.

Think I may wait until due date Wednesday and if nothing get another test, fx for everyone still left to test will probably see you on the next 2ww :(

So, did another internet cheapie as AF still not here (am now 13 or 14dpo). I think there is a really really slight line although DH disagrees. I so don't want to get my hopes up but I'm sure I see a line...(Maybe because I so want too!).
Will carry on testing and hope a darker line appears.... Fx for all x

loup think you need to do a digital test, tesco have just brought one out similar to cbd and it's £10 for 2 I'm going to try them :)

Thanks gmt might get some today then but test tomos with fmu. Having got hopes up am so nervous I'm inventing lines! It really is so faint almost not there.... Fx. Hope those tesco ones work for you!

Not sure they have how long you been pregnant but definately pregnant or not pregnant reckon they properlymade by the same people as cbd good luck with your testing to x

Hmm I think I spoke too soon, just went to the loo and wiped , streak of red so think AF on her way... If so, on to cycle 3....
Let me know how you get on gmt

Any more signs loup I've got nothing more to report :(

Hi everyone!

loup, how are you getting on? And you going

Any more tests wrinkly

I though AF had arrived yesterday, had some spotting and cramps, same today but no actual blood. Really getting on my nerves now

well im well and truly confused! Had some pinkish blood this morning (sorry if tmi), it was after DTD with DH but since then absolutely nothing.... I'd love to think it was perhaps implantation but i'm certain i'm 13 or 14dpo and not sure if that's too late. I'm just going to sit and wait (again) and carry on POAS and waiting for AF. So frustrating. I usually get AF at 12dpo as well so is strange this month - FX for a small miracle!

going did you get the tesco tests? I've got one clear blue left which I will save until Wednesday or end of the week depending on what the cheapies show!

maybe promising that AF has stayed away but are you now nearly a week late? Are you going to POAS?

Fx this week brings some good news....

loup same thing happened to me yesterday, Just a bit of pink spotting, nothing more.

Could you maybe have ovulated late? Im guessing that has happened to me.

So bloody confusing!

I've not got any yet as couldn't resist the temptation to be honest will test again Tuesday or Wednesday if nothing you may have irratated your cervix with dtd, I think I did the same by touching mine yesterday as nothing since!!! So are you now overdue with previous cycles??
(waves) to maybe fx crossed you still holding on :)

I'm using a clear blue monitor to show Ovulation and i found out I usually ovulate day 22/23 but this month it was day 18 which makes me 14dpo. I usually only last 11 to 12 dpo before AF arrives so I'm really confused. I'm just going to have to sit and wait it out and not get hopes up again! Who knew it would be this hard?!

Have told DH no more DTD until AF properly arrives or I get a BFP. That didn't please him!

Thanks going maybe you're right it was an irritation, I hope so. I will test again Tues/weds if AF hasn't arrived. My emotions are all over the place!

I know what you mean about emotions. I cried my eyes out on thursday when DH tutted at me watching masterchef!! Full on strop and went to bed

The waiting is the hardest bit of it all, wish I just knew fr definite one way or the other!

I hate the waiting I am the most impatient person I know let's hope we all get the bfp we deserve at the end of this wait :)

Hello all...I've decided to hold off testing again until at least wednesday as am going to work on the basis that this cycle should be 35 therefore AF due on weds. Hope the 'pink' in wiping is implantation loup and maybe keep us posted!

Thanks blue only here can I discuss pink and wiping!! No further spotting so wait and see I guess. Hope weds brings us all a BFP! X

lots of testing around wednesday then :)