Clearblue Fertility Monitor Support Group Buddies Vol 5!!

[boba82]

Ladies from Vol4 - welcome to our new home.

good luck lychees im pretty scared, had a alot of cramping today. did that with the pregnancy i didnt miscarry but it started from implantation. im scared im going to lose another one and i dont know if being rational or not.

Hello and Happy New Year to you all!

Kitty - I had 2 mmc before I had DS andI remember the early weeks of my pg with DS I felt an emotional wreck with all the worry. Take each day at a time and we're here for support.

Lychees - sorry you've been ill but I'm excited for you about tomorrow! Hope all goes well and you never know, it could all work out first month!

KnackeredCow - I was also wondering about the ladies at the top of the list. I know I don't always post that regularly but I generally keep in touch across the month!

Any lurkers out there - please check in!! Hope you're ok??!

I'm now waiting for AF in about a week. It's not been a good few weeks as first of all DH had a bad throat infection just at my fertile time and then last Monday, DH's cousin was killed in a car crash. All v tragic and sad. Anyway, it does help put things in perspective and that has to be top of my list for New Years resolutions - to appreciate what I do have :)

thanks SES. not feeling hopeful. feel really crampy.

hi ijust changed my name was carlos to worththewait ok x

Hi carlosss got to be quick as late already (groan)...hope you are ok. cramping less this morning when i woke, felt queasy when i woke in the night. just have to wait this one out. im sorry posting in here i dont find it easy in 'pregnancy' everyone is so confident about the fact that they are having a baby and when i posted about my concerns i only got two replies unlike here where everyone is kind.

Kitty I'm sorry you are feeling a bit low. It must be so hard for you right now. We all have our fingers crossed for you this time.

worththewait / carlossss Sorry to hear that you are feeling a bit down. Try not to over analyse what your DP is saying too much. Perhaps your DP is simply trying to reassure you that he loves you no matter what happens and that won't change if you can't have a baby. I am sure that he doesn't mean that he doesn't want a baby, he's just trying to put you first. I think all our DH's / DP's probably get a bit of a hard time when the "want baby NOW" hormones kick in. Whatever they say is bound to be wrong when we're feeling so emotional. I've changed your name on the stats too.

Essence I am so sorry to hear that you've had such an awful time of late. However, I raise my glass to appreciating what we do have.

Right, today's stats:

In School
wantbaby TTC#1, Cycle #11, CBFM cycle 6, age 38, UCL 30, CD47
Twowoulddo TTC#2, Cycle #6, CBFM cycle 1?, Aged 31, UCL 31, CD42
PinkCustard TTC#2, Cycle #12, CBFM Cycle 7, age 34, UCL 30-32, CD37
Littlefan TTC#1, Cycle 10, CBFM cycle 3 , age 31, UCL 32-38, CD37
Rosieposey TTC#5, Cycle #12, CBFM Cycle 6, age 38, UCL 29-35, CD34
Fr00tbat TTC#1, Cycle 6, CBFM Cycle 2, age 32, UCL 30-38 (av 34), CD34
Boba82 TTC#1 Cycle #19, CBFM cycle 6, age 28, UCL 30 (FX), CD33
Roastie TTC#1, Cycle #23, CBFM Cycle 1, age 32, UCL 29, CD30
Ses TTC#2, cycle #6, CBFM cycle 8, age 37, UCL 28-30, CD27
worththewait TTC#2, Cycle #3, CBFM Cycle 3, age 33, UCL 30-40, CD25
CrazyAlien TTC#1, Cycle #6 CBFM Cycle 2 age 28 UCL 31-35??! CD15
Lychees TTC#2, Cycle #15, CBFM cycle 11, Aged 36, UCL 30-35, CD12
Arabella36 TTC#2, Cycle #1, CBFM Cycle 4, Age34, UCL29, CD11
Keziah TTC#1, Cycle #29, CBFM Cycle 17, age 35, ucl 28-31, CD10
ZebedeetheZebra TTC#2, age 43, UCL TMI!, CD8
KnackeredCow TTC#1, Cycle #16, CBFM Cycle 5, age 31, UCL 29, CD8

The Dog Ate My Homework
Michelle2222 TTC#2, CBFM Cycle 1, age 27, UCL?, CD67
Birdietimesthree TTC#1, Cycle #3, CBFM Cycle 2, age 36, UCL 24-25, CD60
IzzyWizzyletsgetbusy TTC#3 Cycle #4, CBFM Cycle 4, age 34, UCL 26-30 CD61
Missyraines TTC#1, Cycle #13, CBFM Cycle 8, age 33, UCL 32, CD52
Sufferingbabyfever TTC#1, Cycle #4, CBFM Cycle 1, age 27, UCL 28 , CD51

Playing Truant
EmmaC29 TTC#1, Cycle #11, CBFM Cycle 1, age 29, UCL 26-29, CD81
Starlet22 TTC#1, Cycle #15, CBFM cycle 9, age 34, ucl 25, CD73

Graduates
Emmylou30 BFP 22/10/10
MissLolita BFP 30/10/20
Notnearly BFP 6/11/10
StormBird BFM 10/11/10
AnytimeNow BFP 20/11/10
IloveKittyElise BFP 30/12/10

Hello everyone

kitty FX this is a sticky one for you, hope you're getting on ok? x

Lychees Good luck for today, let us know how you get on. x

essence sorry to hear of your shitty time & condolences about DH's cousin, how terrible & as you say put's things into perspective. x

However having said that I am at all time low ATM. So fed up of TTC with no success whatsoever. According to CBFM AF due on Thurs & pretty sure it will arrive. I had a horrible Hogmany with DH's best friend (who's wife has recently announced she's preg) drunkardly telling me how sorry they felt for us, how they feel awkward around me & it'll be us next. He meant well but I wanted to slap him. People just do not understand how soul destroying this is. Aaaaaargh
On the plus side I have my follow up at FC on Fri so hopefully they will increase my Clomid dose to 100mg and give me some encouragement!

Sorry for the me me me/down post but now it's off my chest I will try & be more positive for 2011!

hi everyone
yer its probably just me
and hormones etc
getting bit nervous of jan the 14th being ive got gynae arghhhh
i do hope your ok kitty we all have everything crossed for you hun
iknow it must be hard to think of bad things/times but come on hang on in there hun
we are all there for you ok xxxxxxxxx

hi knackeredcow
thanks for info yer it is hard for people who love us isnt it
while we fight the battle to concieve
iwas going to do a test today silly me i had to stop myself it wouldnt come out just to early
hope we all get what we want soon
thank you for your kind words it means alot as i felt like a idiot for writting it
lychees thinking bout you too hun x

ps how does everyone do the names in black xxx??????

Kitty Just had a quick read of the last few posts...and really wanted to offer you some advice.

I totally understand how worried you are, last year I lost three in a row...so every pain, cramp we panic!!!.

I had pain, cramps, trapped wind, you name it I had it all going on from 10 DPO up until 7 weeks...I was a nervous wreck! also because we are symptom watching we are almost waiting for something to go wrong, because of whats happened before.

All I can say is hang in there! those pains are all normal and just your body responding to the changes...as long as there is no red bleeding, and the pains come and go, you should be fine.

I know telling you to relax is pontless! as it is immposible! but please go easy on yourself and just try and rest as much as you can...in those early weeks the only time I wasn't freaking out with worry was when I was asleep! so lot's of early nights for me.

I am ten weeks today, and gradually starting to kind of relax a little bit (ish) still squeeze my boobs when I wake up just to check they are still sore!...they are sore, because I keep poking them ...hand in there Kitty thinking of you X.

Hello everybody else, sorry some are feeling low sending virtual hugs X

"Hang" even Doh

hi anytime now how you
thanks for the hug lol
how you feeling gosh your pregnancy coming along hun
im wishing you all the luck billion times over hun we are all thinking of you
this is the one hun you must be really pleased
ten weeks is along time of no problems
2months hun well just over two months
im glad everything working out you really deserve it this time
i dont know what to wirte but congrats to oyu even though we prob did that before
im just pleased that for people who are pregnant its going fine x:)
my best wishes x

Thank you Worththewait means alot, still not ready to leave this thread! have been here for such a long time, and the girls are so lovely and always there to help...think I would have lost it a long time ago without there support!.

Hope you are feeling a bit brighter today? it is so hard trying to keep positive sometimes...but we have to keep on at it x.

P.S to highlight a name...put a * in front and after.

hi thank you just looking back ive mispelled words prob where i have typed to quick i dont know and i dontreally know how to do paragraphs where everyone else on this site can

hope it dont get on anyones nerves :)
i will look in future before i post!!
im ok sort of today
i dont know its the wait fo 2weeks thats depressing me im fine when im at work
day off today , and tomorrow ......
got to see the gyne on 14th jan
i had a scan before xmas it seemed like they wernt telling me everything but maybe that was just me i felt like that
but then when my doc phoned me up she said everything was fine apart from having a bigger bulkier womb than usual
but no worries
and also she refered me to a gyne there and then as this one is at my docs for my first consultation then other ones will be at hospital
and that she had phoned me being prolactol levels were high and then i repeeated the blood test 3 weeks later i think it was and came back normal
so i aint got a clue anymore
x
but thanks anyways anytimenow how are you now and how things with you etc x

ILoveKittyElise, it's totally understandable how you're feeling. But try not to think the worse. Sending you my thoughts and best wishes.

Anytime, glad you are starting to feel a little more relaxed. All the best, hun.

Boba, what a complete a"$e! I think I might have slapped him . Is the 50mg of Clomid not working, hun? Hope you get what you need on Friday at the FC.

Worththewait, the waiting is really hard, isn't it? Waiting for AF, waiting for appointments ..... Try not to be nervous about your appointment, see it as an opportunity to get some answers and actions.

I had my scan this AM and have one follicle measuring 13mm so not quite ready yet. Seems like the Clomid did nothing as I normally ov around CD15/16 and it is looking like that will happen again this month and there was no extra follicles [I was secretly wishing for a chance at twins ... very, very greedy I know, but you should always have dreams ]. Anyways, what this means is that I have to go for another scan on Thursday and then perhaps, we'll be giving IUI a go Fri/Sat.

I'll let you know what happens.

Hope everyone else is okay.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

Only me.......just thought I'd pop in to say hi and a huge congrats to both Anytime & kittyelise - well done gurlies, I hope that your pregnancy go as smoothly as possible and understand your worries.

Hi everyone else.....hope you are well! I'm now 12+5 weeks preggers. So far so good. Tomorrow we have our 12wk scan (the biggie) and we'll find out if all is well. Fingers crossed.

I hope 2011 is a successful year for you all. Soldier on ladies, you are strong and amazing women.

Much Love xxx

hi stormbird
hope you scan goes well for you
let us know the outcome and good luck
everything will be well
x

hi everyone and hi lychees good news about
planning to start iui good luck with that and btw your not being greedy about wanting twins either hun
hope you get what you want
but having one is cool too being blessed with one is magical
good luk and keep us all updated x thinking of you all

Hi Storm - hope your scan is fantastic and you get a nice pic and all is well xx

Boba - sending you a big hug.

Lychees -understand totally about the thought of twins, that is definitely what I would like too, after all this time

Anytime - wow, 10 weeks already , you did make me smile about why your boobs were sore lol!!

As for me, think am in denial about nothing moving forward so waiting for everything to crash really. The injury from car accident causing so much pain, too.

keziah sorry to hear you are having a bad time. your bad luck seems to be never-ending. a karmic u-turn must surely be on the horizon?

thanks to everyone for your support. you wouldnt believe how many times i have been to the loo today just to check. no blood as yet, please let it stay that way. will be using a clearblue digital every morning to see whether the hormone levels are going up or down.

Morning all!

Storm - hope all goes well with your scan! Do po by and let us know how you get on :)

Kitty - hope you're feeling ok this morning

Keziah - sorry you're still suffering after the crash. Are you still getting any treatment?

worththewait - any symptoms coming through?

Lychees - great to hear ovulation is imminent for you. Hope you have a successful week and the IUI is straghtforward!

Boba - sorry to hear about your new year. You're right, no one understands properly unless they've been through problems ttc themselves.

Hello everyone else! Thank you for your kind words about DH's cousin. Jan doesn't seem to have been the best start for so many people and it does put things in perspective a little (until the hormones take over!)

AF is due for me in the next few days so at least then I can focus on an October baby!

Right, today's stats:

In School
wantbaby TTC#1, Cycle #11, CBFM cycle 6, age 38, UCL 30, CD48
Twowoulddo TTC#2, Cycle #6, CBFM cycle 1?, Aged 31, UCL 31, CD43
PinkCustard TTC#2, Cycle #12, CBFM Cycle 7, age 34, UCL 30-32, CD38
Littlefan TTC#1, Cycle 10, CBFM cycle 3 , age 31, UCL 32-38, CD38
Rosieposey TTC#5, Cycle #12, CBFM Cycle 6, age 38, UCL 29-35, CD35
Fr00tbat TTC#1, Cycle 6, CBFM Cycle 2, age 32, UCL 30-38 (av 34), CD35
Boba82 TTC#1 Cycle #19, CBFM cycle 6, age 28, UCL 30 (FX), CD34
Roastie TTC#1, Cycle #23, CBFM Cycle 1, age 32, UCL 29, CD31
Ses TTC#2, cycle #6, CBFM cycle 8, age 37, UCL 28-30, CD28
worththewait TTC#2, Cycle #3, CBFM Cycle 3, age 33, UCL 30-40, CD26
CrazyAlien TTC#1, Cycle #6 CBFM Cycle 2 age 28 UCL 31-35??! CD16
Lychees TTC#2, Cycle #15, CBFM cycle 11, Aged 36, UCL 30-35, CD13
Arabella36 TTC#2, Cycle #1, CBFM Cycle 4, Age34, UCL29, CD12
Keziah TTC#1, Cycle #29, CBFM Cycle 17, age 35, ucl 28-31, CD11
ZebedeetheZebra TTC#2, age 43, UCL TMI!, CD9
KnackeredCow TTC#1, Cycle #16, CBFM Cycle 5, age 31, UCL 29, CD9

The Dog Ate My Homework
Michelle2222 TTC#2, CBFM Cycle 1, age 27, UCL?, CD68
Birdietimesthree TTC#1, Cycle #3, CBFM Cycle 2, age 36, UCL 24-25, CD61
IzzyWizzyletsgetbusy TTC#3 Cycle #4, CBFM Cycle 4, age 34, UCL 26-30 CD62
Missyraines TTC#1, Cycle #13, CBFM Cycle 8, age 33, UCL 32, CD53
Sufferingbabyfever TTC#1, Cycle #4, CBFM Cycle 1, age 27, UCL 28 , CD52

Playing Truant
EmmaC29 TTC#1, Cycle #11, CBFM Cycle 1, age 29, UCL 26-29, CD82
Starlet22 TTC#1, Cycle #15, CBFM cycle 9, age 34, ucl 25, CD74

Graduates
Emmylou30 BFP 22/10/10
MissLolita BFP 30/10/20
Notnearly BFP 6/11/10
StormBird BFM 10/11/10
AnytimeNow BFP 20/11/10
IloveKittyElise BFP 30/12/10

hi everyone ,hope everyone is ok
got to do slow cooker and prepare beef for it great i hate touching meat but ot to be done
i be bk on here soon ok x

lol :)