Hello gals This is me sitting down for first time today and I was beyond nervous logging on in case there were a sea of lilac faces..(missed out of txt loop (Louey I need to give you my number..)
Oh Louey Pheeeeeeeeeeeew! 
. There is no greater feeling of relief than seeing the little flicker of a heartbeat. The nervous wait, the screen not being switched on just in case... So relieved and delighted for you. Next stop 10 weeks, hand holding commenced again at 1500 hours today .
This flying solo lark is knackering and I'm so behind with everyon'es news but should have somet time on my lunch tomorrow for catch up.
But in summary:
Neeko - excuse my oversight of fogetting to acnowledge your DGrandpa's passing 
. Hope you're all OK and bearing up x
Jools - glad you ended up with glass of vino in hand
barbie - you need to publish your memoires one day! You have done a bloody marvelous job being a Dubaian and Dolly is a testement to your love and joy at having her. You need to post a clip of her free style walking on FB!
mermaid - I LOVe new shiny hardwood floors with or without kitten prtins . I could spend all day buffing them up. Thanks for Santa letter link, DH and me are going to be all over it when he comes home (for the Ds's of course 
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4ever - glad your ear is better, again sorry I missed that ou from previous post, its hard to remember when you don't post for a few days Have you thought of an outift yet for Summer's first Xmas? I have Benjy's Xmas Eve-Xmas Day jammies - too cute. Fingers crosse dthere's not a 'code brown' early xmas morning and he has to revert to his normal white/pael blue babygrows!
BQ - thanks for popping in!
You too Bluemoon
monkey - hope your sub conscious crying helped clear out some kept in emotions. I so empathise with your frustrations and heartache of being in limbo. I remember actually posting on a thread two years back the OP titles it "being "in-between pg's" after she had mc. Its the not knowing that just strangles your emotionally every single day. It will happen, if there is any fairness in the universe x
Vjay - you do make me with your Ajay and Cjay updates. What a moment that would habe been hearing Cjay say that. re: water, I fill a 2 litre one every morning and have it finished by tea time - or else. It does fill you and more importantly from my advancing years, help keep your skin looking plump
cupcake - sorry for by tadry repsonse to your Dh's news - it sucks. My DH has been there too and it was a stressful time.. The christening sound sjust lovely with all the family rallying round and cupcakescupcakes doingt eh rounds. What is the man of the hour wearing?
Right, that's it for tonight. Off to order Ds's Xmas outifts they are also wearing to my niece's christening next month. My first time matching them . They're both wearing blue/red/white checked soft cotton shirts with grey button cardigans on top and Isaac is wearing blue cords whilst Ben is wearing blue cord dungarees. I will be proud as punch walking into church with them
Not a bad catch up after all.. and collapse x