Sigh
But then i have these symptoms every fucking month.
due af net tuesday, nearly bought one of them clear blues, BUT you lot reckon they are crapola so didnt get one.
Either im heading for a hum dinger of an af, or maybe hopefully have got a little bean and im on the turbulant journey of knicker checking obsession for the enxt few weeks.
Ive decided that if i get a positive, i AM going to jump around like a mad thing, i AM going to get excited and hysterical becuase its only me that robs myself of this privaligde, me so just for once, i am going to allow myself what every other woman in the whole world is allowed and thats a nice warm excited feeling at seeing 2 lines.
wish me luck for this next week....baby steps eh