Mrs - unfortunately going NC is sometimes the only way we can protect our sanity. Toxic people will never change, they will keep injecting their poison, belittling you and continually putting and beating you down until you start to believe what they are saying is true! It’s natural to grieve for what could have been, and for the relationship you wish you could have had. There is no reasoning with these people, in their minds their actions are justified because they are never wrong, they are incapable of seeing themselves for what they truly are, toxic, evil, unhinged, bullies and scum! Unfortunately speaking from experience here but hey ho, life goes on!
The passport people want a supporting document to send off with my passport, that’s fine but my printer doesn’t work haha. Will print it off at work tomorrow then post everything back after my midwife appointment 
Not doing much today, back to work tomorrow so going to chill out with my love! Got this gorgeous wee keepsake / storage box for Addie’s room.
All booked in for 4pm on the 8th jan for my scan eeeee, can’t wait to see my wee miracle 
We have set up the bottle steriliser and perfect prep machine in the kitchen, I plan on breast feeding, but I’m well aware these things rarely go to plan so I want to be prepared! Formula or breast feeding is fine by me, as long as she’s getting what she needs that’s all that matters!
After giving me a scare yesterday Addie is having a lovely kicking session today! Oh how I love my wee angel 