My beautiful Joseph with his blue eyes, ready smile and arms always open for a hug or a tickle fight

[Trazzletoes]

He has survived the most horrific cancer treatment with his smile, joy and love intact. Unfortunately the neuroblastoma has survived too.

Thinking of you and your family trazzles, as always.

Thinking of you all. X

Thinking of you all. X x

Another one always thinking if you all x

Oh Trazzle, still thinking of you all, still splodging and holding you tight.
Much love, as always x

Another one trying to strike a balance between cluttering up your thread and letting you know we're still thinking about you all the time.
And failing to give blood :( Sessions in my area don't seem to happen until July! The website seemed to work properly at work but still couldn't see any sooner sessions. There is a little girl I know with neuroblastoma through a friend of a friend, I am on her facebook and she had a bleed today and is having a transfusion :(

I gave blood in my lunch hour today trazzles. 8 of us went. I thought of Joe while they took my blood. Hope your ok, thinking of you x

Still thinking of you all Trazzles, hoping that Joe is gaining in strength and that you're all able to enjoy being together.

I guess by now you've had more results from his hospital team and have some tough choices to make.

You cannot make the wrong choice, just the one that you and your DH feel is the right one for Joe.

It's shit, but we're all still here. Still willing you all on through this journey.

Xxxxx

Still thinking of you also. Hope you're getting by.

I'm hoping for a miracle for your little Joe, Trazzle.

Me too ... on the thinking of you daily but not clogging thread theme.

Love to you, MrT, Joe and DD and all your family and friends

YAY for melody

Melody

Joe had his MRI on Wednesday so we are off to the hospital this morning for results. They should be able to tell us exactly where the tumours are in his head - very much hoping they are in his skull rather than his brain. No less deadly in the end but a bit less scary.

He's doing well at the moment. We are having lots of cuddles. He likes to just look in my eyes with his right hand pressed on my cheek like he can read my mind ( thank goodness he can't). I'm really struggling with the idea that his little hand isn't always going to be there.

There's been a lot of peekaboo between him and dd under his Little Hug blanket as well. Completely adorable. And in hospital on Wednesday the puppet man came round to do a show. Joseph was in absolute hysterics. I had to film his reaction because it was so lovely to hear him laughing so hard. It's been a long time since he has done that.

So after today we should have a better idea what we are dealing with.

Oh Trazzle. He sounds adorable and this is so hard. I hope you get news which gives you some hope

(And I mean hope in terms of how you proceed rather than an unrealistic hope :( )

What an adorable little boy you have Trazzle. Good luck with today x

I hope today goes as smoothly as possible Trazzle.

Will be thinking of you today Trazzles (not that we aren't anyway!). Children's laughter is one of the most precious sounds in the world, I'm glad Joe enjoyed the puppet show so much. Love, prayers and splodges to you all.

Oh trazzle i wish i had something helpful to say..

I am glad Joe is feeling better and you are gettting giggles and laughter, i hope today goes as well as it can, much love and strength to you all xxx

Hi Trazzle

it's lovely to hear from you again. Joe sounds a delight-and so good that you managed to record his reaction to the puppet man. I hope the next few days go well for you both. I'll be thinking about you and sending positive thoughts.

Thinking of you all. I lurk on your threads and it brings tears to my eyes everytime. Your love for Joe just shines through.

A big splodge of light for you in Paris - where I hope you'll be soon visiting Mickey.

oh my gosh trazzles, how he looks into your eyes just slayed me.

What a beautiful boy he is.

I hope the MMR gives the best result possible in the circumstances, Trazzle. It's wonderful that Joe and his sister are having fun together and that he enjoyed the puppet show so much. And also that you and he are able to have such lovely cuddles together.

And I'm so, so sorry for what you are going through.

Thinking of you. X.

Me too, drjohn, but I didn't know how to express it and it upset me so much. I don't suppose it helps much, trazzle, but there are a lot of mums here crying with you .

Praying and hoping for silver linings on that cloud, Trazzle.