Ahh!! It's tomorrow!! I've had a shower, bags are packed, tablet ready to take at 9pm. I'm an absolute bag of nerves. Cuddled my toddler extra hard at bed time. I can't believe this is the last time putting him to bed as just his mum. I've been pretty chill about it all until now I'm just a wreck. Omg! It's hitting me that I'm about to have major surgery too. I'm shitting it. I want to get a really good night sleep but I fear I won't at all. I have to be at the hospital at 7am! Ahhhh!