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Reassurance for everone worried about childbirth

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Inchacha · 20/10/2006 14:41

Seeing lots of messages about being scared of the bit where you divide into two people

Just thought I would add a small bit of hopefully reassuring experience- yes it blimmin well hurt, yes it was a bit scary but it was the most empowering thing I have ever done in my life. Not because of the reward of my lovely little boy (who is now 22 months old and a huge joy) but because afterwards I had this feeling of "wow! That was really really hard but I coped with it!"

The thing I was designed for actually happened and it all worked.

SO if you're about to have your first (second third fourth umpteenth) baby and are worried, (I won't tell you not to be worried cos that's another thing women are designed to do I think)remember that you CAN do it.

And I can't wait to do it again, I am actually looking forward to childbirth! One small problem, I am not pregnant- will have to persuade dh that we should have another baby...

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belgo · 23/10/2006 08:58

I would have to disagree about water being a pain reliefer. It's not! What is does help with is mobility, allowing me to get into a comfortable position while having contractions. It is also a distraction, and something to aim to. I didn't bother with the TENS machine because I wanted a water birth.

FoghornLeghorn · 23/10/2006 09:04

Well I am 36 weeks pregnant with no. 2 and am terrified of the thought of doing it all again - however, I just keep trying to remember the feeling of "Wow, I did it" that you get afterwards. Hopefully that will get me through.

WeaselMum · 23/10/2006 10:56

I agree with belgo - the water didn't give me pain relief with the contractions, but did help me maintain a comfortable position on my knees and move around easily if I wanted to. I do think it helped when the head was born though - I didn't feel any of the stinging or burning I had been told to expect at that point (and I had a second degree tear which I didn't feel happening).

sockmonkey · 23/10/2006 11:14

The second time was sooo much easier than the first. I can remember DH & I cracking jokes between contactions, I never thought I would do that.
Not having stitches made a huge difference too. I honestly felt like I could have danced out of the hospital with my little DS2.

Aren't women fantastic!

DashingRedhead · 23/10/2006 14:17

Thank you so much everyone - my first is due this Thursday and I am so grateful for the positive stories!

estobi1 · 23/10/2006 14:29

I had a long labour but it wasn't that bad because it is a positive pain which results in the arrival of your baby. It is not like period pains which just make you feel crap for no reason. Once it is over you cannot imagine the feelings that you will have for your little one. I am a wimp and generally scared of pain but I would swap with anyone about to drop to have those moments again. Don't worry, yes it hurts but you will get through it and the results will be fantastic!

RanToTheHills · 23/10/2006 14:31

think it's normal and quite rational to be worried considering what birth is. Not sure if that helps, but it's the truth!

RanToTheHills · 23/10/2006 14:32

I actually wish there was more honesty around this subject instead of pussyfooting. It does bloody hurt and not in a period-pain kind of way for all but a tiny minority who are blissed out anyway on epidurals!

RanToTheHills · 23/10/2006 14:34

didn't mean to be mean, DRH. It will hurt like crazy but sure you'll be fine.

lulumama · 23/10/2006 14:38

Rantothehills- there is plenty of openness and honesty - see the OP- !

it does hurt, it is challenging and it is hard work....but despite it all....it is positive, rewarding and amazing..this thread is to show a bit more of that...not to pretend it is something it isn't...don't think anyone has been pussyfooting...just sharing their birth in a more positive and inspiring way!

DashingRedhead · 23/10/2006 14:38

No, of course I know what you mean. There's no point ignoring the fact that it will hurt, because you won't be able to cope if you you do, but just hearing people talk more positively about the whole experience, painful or not, is welcome!

What estobi1 said interested me because I used to suffer hideously from migraines - which must be some of the most negative pain experienced by the human body. And I bet birth hurts more, but it simply cannot be as miserable. Someone told me to just keep remembering that you'll have a baby at the end - it's easy to forget apparently!

RanToTheHills · 23/10/2006 14:41

not read all thread and wasn't referring to pussyfooting on here at all but in RL. I think some women take grim delight in denying the painful/negative aspects of pregnancy/childbirth when they're talking to pregnant women so that it can be such a huge shock/disappointment. Either that of course, or telling the "I had the birth from hell" stories to make you quake in yr boots! Not very sisterly either way, imo.

lulumama · 23/10/2006 15:12

absolutely....hopefully this will present a balanced and honest view...not sugarcoating it, but not scaring others either! thanks for your thoughts

MrsTittleMouse · 23/10/2006 15:38

I'd like to add another vote for Expatmamma's post.

The only thing that gets on my goat is the competitive nature of things. It was the same when we were trying (and failing) to conceive. It's all down to luck, and I'm really happy for anyone who has things work out for them, EXCEPT for the people who acted as though it was down to their superior nature that things happened quickly. As though they make love in some special way or something!

lulumama · 23/10/2006 15:40

make love in some special wayy........!! ROFL! don;t we all!!!

charleymouse · 23/10/2006 16:17

I was so scared of being in hospital/huge needles and being in so much pain I would demand an epidural NOW that I decided if I did it at home then I wouldn't be able to demand an epidural so that is what I did.

I hated the thought of all these earth mother types who liken childbirth to orgasms and who claim it is all natural and sooo easy just go with what your body tells you, I was convinced this was poppycock as the only conversation my body has with me is "eat chocolate now".

Anyway being so scared of having this huge needle made me decide to stay home for the duration. I had a brilliant team of MWs who sorted everything out, I walked, bathed, took 2 paracetamol, whacked the TENS machine on and went for it. DD born 10 hours later, no tears, no stitches, no intervention. Bloody marvellous, now appreciate my body is a TEMPLE even though it looks more like a building site.

Have been willing to do it again as soon as possible so number 2 now on its way, have got same team again and even delaying moving house so I can have same MWs. My only regret is I forgot I had the gas and air in the dining room and forgot to use it, when I remembered the MW said by the time she had got it out it would be too late and DD was born 10 minutes later.

It can be done, even by a first timer, everyone thought I was mad to be at home with my first but if you look at how many 2nd timers want to do it at home it can't be that bad can it? Just think it is only one day of your life, it makes it easy to get through.

The only thing is your DH regards you with awe for what you have gone through initially but then this turns into "don't be mardy" when you stub your toe/bang your head on cupdoard door etc as "I've seen what you can go through" comes into play.

Great post as you do only get to her the horror stories, I was so frightened of giving birth I delayed having children until I was 34 and now I wish I had done it years ago and could do even it more times.

I'm even considering videoing this one as you really do forget! Only for private viewing obviously.

Thanks for the good subject, I have felt as though I were bragging previously and have really enjoyed talking to Mums with similar experiences where we can be honest about how positive it was for us. I find you almost apologise for having a positive experience with some people even when you are tryin so hard not to come across as though it was easy. It is not easy but it is definitely doable and I have been told by my cousins wife (who had an emergency CS first time pre my DD then an unassisted VBAC after my DD) that I inspired her to do it. She said if I could do it then anyone could! That makes me feel really proud.

Women should help each other through these things not see it as a compettion as to who has the most stitches/most horrendous story etc.

lulumama · 23/10/2006 16:24

thank you charleymouse- ROFL at 'eat chocolate now'!!

how wonderful you have inspired someone else to go for vaginal birth......! and what a great post...!

and good luck with this next birth...

DashingRedhead · 23/10/2006 16:49

charleymouse - LOVE your line about body being a temple, but looking more like a building site! Laughing even though it hurts...

katyjo · 23/10/2006 19:58

It is so true about labour being a positive pain, not like migraines at all. I can't even stand getting my bikini line waxed!
A midwife at my antenatal class said if you get a bad contraction remember what it is doing,(dilating your cervix) and each contraction takes you closer to meeting your baby!
I know what everyone means about people being competitive about birth, conception etc but I think we should be able to be proud of our experience no matter what happened, we brought life into the world and it is the most special and precious thing we can do!!
Good luck dashingredhead, listen to the good and bad stories and have your own experience, it will be special indeed! XX

mrsmalumbas · 23/10/2006 20:48

I am going to put my two pennorth in as well. I agree that there are lots of negative and scary birth stories around too - we all love a bit of drama don't we and sometimes the gorier and more dramatic the better. But that can make it very hard for people who have had more positive experiences to speak up which is really a bit sad in a way isn't it?

I have had two great births, both very different, each with their own challenges, the first was a fairly long labour with a posterior baby ("back" labour, 21 hours from the start of regular contractions to the actual birth, three and half hours of pushing, second degree tear, I was knackered, but my god the sense of pride and achievement I felt afterwards! Second birth at home, much quicker this time, baby born in the water, also "back" labour and this one came out "sunny side up" and with the cord wrapped twice round her neck, but all was fine, and it was lovely being at home.

The one thing that everyone seems to worry about is the pain. Did it hurt? I would say yes - but not in a bad way, and I found that relaxing into each contraction rather than fighting them really helped. I also found that surrounding myself with supportive people and making the environment as pleasant as possible really helped too, yes it may be cliched but things like soft lighting and nice music helped to relax me and take my mind off the pain. Gotta love those endorphins!

I also had two lovely wonderful doulas at both my births who are now among my best friends and for me they did make a huge difference - somehow they just knew where to rub, when to speak and when to say nothing, when to bring me a drink, wipe my face, make me laugh - while DH was great and I loved having him there I would say that the touch of a woman makes all the difference.

I have also supported lots of women through birth as a doula myself. Some other suggestions which I would make which I have seen really help - especially with a first labour don't underestimate the amount of time it can take to get into "active" labour i.e don't "rush" the labour along but just take one contraction at a time, distract yourself for as long as you can and don't be tempted to go to hospital to early (yes - you will know when it's the right time!)

Look at as many different options for pain relief as possible, things like the shower (a hot shower feels fantastic), using the bath tub, having someone press on your sacrum during a contraction (great for back pain), eating and drinking and making sure you rest as much as possible when you can. Do your research - epidurals can be great especially for long labours but they do bring some risks, it's important to understand these so you know what you are letting yourself in for. It's all about trade offs - no method of pain relief is "perfect" or will work the same for everyone.

It's also important to have your caregivers on your side - so doing a birth plan and talking your plans through with them can really help. If you don't like what you are hearing, change.

I have had some clients say that this all seems like a lot of work and they would rather leave it up to the experts. I agree it's a lot of work but think about this - how much effort do we put into organising and planning our weddings, or our holidays? If we leave our births to chance, if we don't know what we want and don't make plans to achieve it, then it's unlikely we'll get what we want.

The final final thing I would say that while planning and research are great it's also really important to be flexible and to plan for the unexpected - working as a doula myself I have seen time and time again that the clients that are fixated on their "perfect" birth and have very fixed ideas of what their labour and birth will be like are often the ones who are disappointed. The couples who are able to go with the flow and adapt to changing circumstances are the ones who are usually happiest with the outcome, no matter what that is - epidurals or not, cesareans, or whatever - so long as they felt they knew what was happening and that they were in control of decision making they are usually happy with whatever the final outcome.

If you are pregnant now and planning your birth then all the best to you, whatever happens - enjoy it, and make it yours.

marjean · 23/10/2006 20:59

I don't think there's any point in trying to describe or anticipate labour sensations/pains/contractions - it feels different for everyone. Having suffered terribly from endometreosis (sp?) and being well-versed in crippling period pain, I was fully expecting to know what labour was going to be like. However, I felt all my contractions in my back, so even though it took me by surprise, I just tried to go with it. I still maintain that having my eyes lasered was the most painful experience of my life. Noone seems to believe me but it's true!

Pruni · 23/10/2006 22:09

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Monkeychopsmummy · 23/10/2006 22:12

I've heard quite a few people say that labour wasn't as bad as they were expecting it to be (and they certainly didn't all have pain free easy labours -so they must have been expecting it to be really really unbearable). Why were they expecting it to be worse than it was for them? IMO it isn't just bad birth stories - TV dramas have a lot to answer for! But you just have to remind yourself that a tv drama wouldn't show a text book birth when the can have a high drama emergency - including dilation from 0-10 in 2 seconds and a woman screaming right from the start.

My labour would have been really boring for tv - it involved me saying "oh here comes another one" before puffing on the gas and air for a number of very uneventful hours!It would have got a little bit more entertaining when I was pushing - v. strange noise came out of my mouth (high pitched moo!) when I wasn't biting the pillow I was leaning on! How DH and I laugh about that now .

I hear a lot of negative birth experiences relating to shift changes of midwives - but a change in shift doesn't have to be negative. I had 3 shift changes during my labour the last change was 2/3rds of the way into my 2 hours of pushing. It didn't even cross my mind at the time to be remotely bothered by the fact the lovely midwife and student that had been with me for most of my labour were leaving. The midwife that came on for the last half hour of pushing was great - she came with fresh ideas about how to get DS moving!

CarolinaMooncup · 23/10/2006 23:14

The thing with contractions is it's not just a pain - it's a tremendous muscular effort, but a totally involuntary one.

If you had any other muscle big enough to compare it with, it's probably not that different from lifting a huge weight at the gym.

You feel the tightening across your bump and if you accept that it's going to build up to a peak and then recede, and try and go with it, it's relatively bearable (assuming the baby isn't posterior).

MotherBeaker · 24/10/2006 09:22

Thank you to all everyone on here for all the positive vibes - I am a first timer and my baby is due on the 1st of Jan 07. In no way I am expecting it to be easy or pain free, but after reading posts like this it puts me in a much more positive frame of mind.