Background is in 2012 I lost 4 stone I was a size 8 and had never been so happy confident. It then all turned a bit wrong and I got obsessive, wouldn't eat and felt weak all the time but stayed the same until 2017.
Then last year something inside me just switched I started eating more, drinking alcohol again (I originally give up because of calories) and not really counting calories and the weight has just piled on. I'm now a size 10-12 And I feel awful. I put about 3 and a half stone on in about 6 months.
I paid a lot of money for a personal trainer and lost nearly 2 stone I started to feel more like myself but it was so expensive and she then left the gym, I've tried to do it myself but weighed today and I've put just over a stone back on since I stopped having the PT which was around 2 months ago. I'm gutted.
I need something to help me get back to myself but I don't want to make myself ill again! 