Do I have an eating disorder *trigger*

[queenofcheese]

Hi everyone I’m new here.
Don’t know if this kind of post is allowed or where I should put it.
So in May this year I decided to lose weight. I weighed 15.7stone and am 5ft6.
It worked! I now weigh 13.12stone.
However, I started through calorie counting and ate no more than 1600 a day. It went well, I swam 4 times a week and ate healthily.
Now I cannot eat more than 1200 without fear of gaining weight and I feel so guilty and disgusting when I do. I still eat junk food every day rather than healthy food and because of this I now am not eating much. Eg yesterday, one sandwich, one packet of crisps, two slices of pizza, one muffin and two cookies.
Surely I can’t have an eating disorder. I weigh myself 3 times a day and frequently break down because of my weight. I am finding it so hard to eat well and eat more.
I am losing more weight.
Surely because I’m overweight still I cannot have an eating disorder.  please help.

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Hey sorry I posted this on AIBU too so sorry if you see it twice. I just don’t know where to post this sort of thing

eating disorders are not about how much you weigh they are about your relationship and attitude to food and your weight so yes I think you do.

I think you need to get some help with it

Surely because I’m overweight still I cannot have an eating disorder.  please help.

Eating disorders aren’t about weight, they’re about attitude to food. It sounds like you’re getting a lot of guilt when you’re eating. That’s a worrying sign.

There’s a great website called b-eat which would be worth looking at, or talking to your gp.

This was me 3 years ago. I need to lose 3 stone but scared to count cals again I wa referred to ED unit but chickened out

www.beateatingdisorders.org.uk