Today I weigh more than I have ever weighed in my whole life. Even when 9 months pregnant with DD. I am, according to my scales, 18 stone. I am so embarrassed I could hide away forever... However, the only way is up... So my plan is no gimmics, no exercise calorie payback, no alcohol, just 1500 calories a day, carefully measured. I have done this before, I can do it again! Feel free to ignore me, I think I.am talking to myself!