OK how do I go about seeing a bf councellor - do i ring one of the helplines/

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as i think im at the end of breastfeeding if something doesnt change and dd is only 8 weeks

Yes - just call any of them. They are all open now

You can't guarentee anyone will mamage to see you straight away, but you will at least speak to someone.