Midwife just been out. She told me to express and use a bottle or to get nipple shields. I am scared to do anything that will disrupt the milk though. She said now that I have been feeding for a week that he will be ok with a bottle - he will go back to the breast. I am worried he won't though. She also pointed out that I won't get this time back and at the moment I am just dreading every time he wakes up. I honestly don't know what to do for the best.