My DD2 is 2 weeks old. I breast my elder one to 2 years but it was a miserable 2 years. I hated breastfeeding but she refused bottle. DD2 I wanted to mix feed from start but talked out if it by OH. We have had no problems with breastfeeding on the face of it. But I hate it. I find it so restrictive. I can't leave baby even for half an hour to go for a walk or go to an appointment. I tried her with bottle but she refused. I am so unhappy now. Also feel guilty and depressed about it. I hardly get any sleep. As soon as I go to bed she starts fussing and want a fees. I gave her to my OH today so I could catch some sleep and he brought her to mW within 15 min as she got hysterical and wanted a feed. Am so exhausted and fed up