Yeah, I'm fine. I just got really stressed about how much there is still to do for the baby & how little money we have, mostly.
& I feel physically quite crappy & I'm very hormonal, which hasn't helped.
It's really weird - my body is quite obviously gearing up to have this baby (I'm suddenly really spotty, my boobs are itchy, I feel really sick, I have period pain, diarrhoea & the bleeding) but I still instinctively feel like it's not going to happen very soon. I mean I can't say for sure that I'll still be pregnant in 2 weeks (I really hope I'm not!), but I'm certainly not going to be anything but pregnant for the next few days.
I was going to go into town & buy the last few things for my hospital bag (nothing essential) & a nursing bra, just in case, but I just don't feel up to it now. I want to hibernate until it's all over.
I'm not upset anymore, but I do feel like I'm in a really bizarre state of limbo.