Hi I just want some advice and well just to get it off my chest here goes I have been with my bf for about 4 years . It's an OK relationship but there has been issues with him drinking and drugs for the past year we have not had sex or even come close there is no effection and we rarely kiss or cuddle about 6 weeks ago I went to visit my best friend and ended up sleeping with her husband's brother he just made me feel so special and wanted now I have found out I am pregnant and I just don't have a clue what to do I know I have cheated and I am prepared to face the consequences but do I really want a baby now after all these years my youngest is 13 and my oldest 21 arghhh it's a mess