Seriously...I just can't keep up when I saw nearly 200 posts I thought - I'll pst before I read back because by the time I've got to the end of that I will have lost the energy to type! lol
What a morning....one of those ones where you just feel like the worst Mummy in the world ever. James has been up the last two nights with ear ache and he is full of a cold and I am just finding it so hard to get through the day without being ratty and bad tempered with him. Everything is such an effort - I can't even tie my shoe laces and he just doesn't understand that I can't run around after him and pick him up all the time.
This morning was glorious weather so I decided (stupidly I realise) that I would take it upon myself to put up the trampoline that we got him for Christmas but which we kept back for the better weather....how hard could it be???
hmmm....it took me an hour and a blinking half with constant toddler interruption of course as he just didn't understand what I was doing.
When I finally got the thing together and was all smug and proud of myself I went into the living room to discover James had been having a whale of a time...crayoning the floor and Tv screen!!!
I was so angry with him, he knows better than that, but I was also cross with myself cos I left him to his own devices for so long...he kept popping in and out and I just thought he was playing when he was in the living room...which if course he was...just his own brand of art work. I shouted at him like a bloody fishwife and then felt hideous afterwards.
My patience is just ridiculously thin at the moment and I worry what it is going to be like when baby is here.
I wish I could stop being so fanatical about the house getting untidy - I know it doesn't matter and that it will clean up but right now I just want everything perfect for when baby decides to come.
Anyway, after I got rid of the crayoning...bless him he even said "sorry Mummy for drawing on your floor"....he got to play on his trampoline...and torture the poor cat by running around after him in the garden!!!
It's so lovely to have nice weather. I took him to nursery and he told me he was "going to have fun outside with his friends" - ahhhh
I have just sat out in the sunshine and read the papers and thought I'd pop on here for a quick update whilst I have the time.... Looking forward to this weekend as Phil is off Friday and Monday and then it is officially less than a week to go.....Oh My God.....
Off to catch up on everyones news now so apologies for lack of response to anyone else!
xxxx