Hi Helens welcome to the thread. Moan as much as you need to, I had a minor breakdown the other day becasue of the huge amounts of spd pain I'm in, tiredness from getting no more than a few hours sleep a night and general over due misery...You have my sympathy but it will come to an end, just keep holding on to that thought

Good luck edin I will be thinking about you tomorrow morning.
Well looks like I may be having a May baby...My sweep was a failure, my cervix is closed tight shut and so far back that the midwife nearly couldn't reach it 
She had a bloody good go at it though, she kept apologising for hurting me and boy did it hurt but explained it was because she was doing everything she could to give me the best chance of setting off naturally.
So she had a really good poke and prod of my cervix and said it is closed tight but is soft and feels like a pouty pair of lips

She said she hopes she is wrong but is pretty certain I will need the induction and has booked me in for Tuesday at 8am. She said there was no point attempting another sweep before then.
I have been to the loo once since the sweep and when I wiped it was pretty heavily blood tinged but I'm not suprised considering how rough she was.
I'm now on the official countdown to Tuesday and full induction, funnily I feel more relaxed about it all now I can see the end.