Fear of going back into a hospital after traumatic circumstances in hospital

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Has anyone experienced this - fear or nerves of stepping back into a hospital after seeing your loved one suffer/die in hospital? I didn’t think it was an issue until I just looked at a hospital map for a visit this week, and I felt instant dread and sorrow. I think it’ll be fine and I’m just going to try and get on with it but wondered if anyone could relate

Yes i can relate to this, i tried to book my outpatients appt at a completely different hospital to the one my mother had died in .
It's a natural reaction really , especially if you feel that your relative suffered in the lead up to passing.