My username doesn't refer to my bf but me ex husband.
Tomorrow it will be a week since my boyfriend passed away suddenly.
We don't yet know what happened but presume a massive heart attack.
We didn't live together, he lived with his elderly mother & I recently bought a home for my dc & I following my separation and subsequent divorce
My boyfriend & I worked at the same place, I cannot imagine facing the place without him there.
I'm lonely at night even though he only spent one night a week here, and not even consistently.
He was my soulmate, he showed me how good a relationship could be when two people love each other. My children loved him too.