I'm willing to follow the rules. Im willing to stay at home and never see anyone. Im willing to not let my 6 month old daughter have the maternity leave with me I wanted. My husbands grandma died this morning. We haven't seen her since February 2020. She was desperate to meet her great grandchild. And she didn't. So ill keep following the rules. And I'll make sure she knows about her great grandma. Im gonna continue staying at home but tonight I need to be angry