Oh Yorkiegirl, I can't imagine how you must be feeling I really don't want to think about this with my nan (84) but I know it will have to happen, it must dredge up all the feelings that you are trying so hard to deal with, I don't think I could deal with another loss and I am sure that you must be feeling the same. I am sorry I don't have a lot to say but I am thinking of you And thank you for the offer of a chat, I may still take you up on that