it is nearly a year since my grandson died just six weeks to go thanks girls and thanks for helping me through the worse year of my life .rl friends turned up for furnerl and a couple of weeks after then were u have to get on with it they said i dont hear from them much now ,but u wonderful lot got me through it, i admit im sometimes lonely now ,work fulltime but am so close to my dd now ,i live in leeds and c granddaughters every day ,but thanks for your help, did any one get a messsage off sids about a walk next year hopefully some will do it againx