HI, I am finding tonight particularly hard.
I lost such a special person on Monday.
I can’t even really believe it
I’m lost.
I try to be as strong as I can for my dc as they have lost him too. The nights are so hard as I feel the loneliness and times like this I would call him but I can’t because he’s gone.
I am mostly in a daze in the day doing the day to day stuff in a fog.